In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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There are some cases in which there is no policy like the naked truth.
Anne held up her hands to stop him as he went on, exclaiming softly,
‘Cosmo, Cosmo!’ in various tones of reproach and horror. Then at last
she stopped him practically, by putting one of her hands upon his
mouth--an action which made her blush all over with tender agitation,
pleasure, and shame.
‘How can you say such things? Cosmo! I will not hear another word.’
‘Am I anything but an interloper? How is any man worth calling a man to
let you sacrifice yourself to him, Anne?’
‘I shall soon think it is you that want to throw me over,’ she said.
This shifted the tragic issue of the question and put him more at ease.
If it could but be brought back to the general ground, on which mutual
professions of fidelity would suffice and time could be gained! So far
as that went, Cosmo knew very well what to say. It was only the
practical result that filled him with alarm. Why had he been so hasty in
declaring himself? The preliminaries of courtship may go on for years,
but the moment an answer has been asked and given, some conclusion must
be come to. However, it is always easy to answer a girl when she utters
such words as these. He eluded the real difficulty, following her lead,
and so filled up the time with lovers’ talk that the hour flew by
without any decision. They talked of the one subject in a hundred
different tones--it was all so new, and Anne was so easily transported
into that vague and beautiful fairyland where her steps were treading
for the first time. And she had so much to say to him on her side; and
time has wings, and can fly on some occasions though he is so slow on
others. It was she who at the end of many digressions finally discovered
that while they had been talking the green terrace below had become
vacant, the company dispersed. She started up in alarm.
‘They have all gone in. The game is over. How long we must have been
sitting here! And they will be looking for me. I was obliged to say I
had a headache. Indeed I had a headache,’ said Anne, suddenly waking to
a sense of her subterfuge and hanging her head--for he had
laughed--which was a failure of perception on his part and almost roused
her pride to arms. But Cosmo was quick-sighted and perceived his
mistake.
‘Dear Anne! is this the first issue of faith to me?’ he said. ‘What am I
to do, my darling? Kill myself for having disturbed your life and made
your head ache, or----’
‘Do not talk nonsense, Cosmo; but I must go home.’
‘And we have been talking nonsense, and have come to no settlement one
way or another,’ he said, with a look of vexation. Naturally Anne took
the blame to herself. It could only be her fault.
‘The time has gone so fast,’ she said, with a sigh. ‘But, perhaps, on
the whole, it is best not to settle anything. Let us take a little time
to think. Is there any hurry? Nobody can separate us so long as we are
faithful to each other. There is no need that I know for--any
conclusion.’
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