In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover — John Shaqi
In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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‘I should like to know what you are talking about,’ the other said,
diving his hands into the depths of his pockets, and turning to the rain
once more.
‘Would you? I don’t think it; and it’s no good naming names. Look here.
Will you believe me if I say I never meant to interfere? I never found
out what was in your mind till it was too late.’
‘I don’t know that there is anything in my mind,’ Charley said. He was
holding out with all his might: but the fibres of his heart were giving
way, and the ice melting. To be sure, how should any one have found
out? had it not been hidden away at the very bottom of his heart? Anne
had never suspected it, how should Cosmo? He would not even turn his
head to speak; but he was going, going! he felt it, and Douglas saw it.
The offender got up, and laid his hand upon the shoulder of his wounded
friend.
‘I’d rather have cut off my hand, or tugged out my heart, than wound
you, Charley; but I never knew till it was too late.’
All this, perhaps, was not quite true; but it was true--enough. Douglas
did not want to quarrel; he liked his faithful old retainer. A bird in
the hand--that is always worth something, though perhaps not so much as
is the worth of the two who are in the bush; and he is a foolish man who
will turn away the certain advantage of friendship for the chance of
love; anyhow, the address went entirely into the simple, if wounded,
heart.
‘I didn’t mean to show I was vexed. I don’t know that I’m vexed--a man
is not always in the same disposition,’ he said, but his voice was
changing. Douglas patted him on the shoulder, and went back to his seat.
‘You needn’t envy me--much,’ said Douglas. ‘We don’t know what’s to come
of it; the father won’t hear of me. He would have had nothing to say to
you either, and think what a rumpus it would have made in the parish!
And there’s the Rector to think of. Charley----’
‘Perhaps you are right,’ Charley said, with a great heave of his
shoulders. His pipe had gone out. As he spoke, he got up slowly, and
came to the table to look for the matches. Cosmo lighted one, and held
it out to him, looking on with interest while the solemn process of
rekindling was gone through. Charley’s face, lighted by the fitful flame
as he puffed, was still as solemn as if it had been a question of life
and death; and Cosmo, looking on, kept his gravity too. When this act
was accomplished, the curate in silence gripped his friend’s hand, and
thus peace was made. Poor faithful soul; his heart was still as heavy as
lead--but pain was possible, though strife was not possible. A load was
taken off his honest breast.
‘I’ve seen it coming,’ he said, puffing harder than was needful. ‘I
oughtn’t to have felt it so much. After all, why should I grumble? I
never could have been the man.’
‘You are a far better fellow than I am,’ cried the other, with a little
burst of real feeling.
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