In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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‘I wish, when mamma speaks of my affairs, she would speak to me,’ said
Anne, with natural indignation. She was angry and indignant; and the
words made, in spite of herself, a painful commotion within her. Money!
what had money to do with it? She had felt the injustice, the wrong of
her father’s threat; but it had not occurred to her that this could
really have any effect upon her love; and though she had been annoyed to
find that Cosmo would not treat the subject with seriousness, or believe
in the gravity of Mr. Mountford’s menace, still she had been entirely
satisfied that his apparent carelessness was the right way for him to
consider it. He thought it of no importance, of course. He made jokes
about it; laughed at it; beguiled her out of her gravity on the subject.
Of course! what was it to him whether she was rich or poor; what did
Cosmo care? So long as she loved him, was not that all he was thinking
of? What would she have minded had she been told that _he_ had nothing?
Not one straw--not one farthing! But when this little prose personage,
with her more practical views of the question, rubbed against Anne,
there did come to her, quite suddenly, a little enlightenment. It was
like one chill, but by no means depressing, ray of daylight bursting in
through a crevice into the land of dreams. If he had no money, and she
no money, what then? Then, notwithstanding all generosity and nobleness
of affection, money certainly would have something to do with it. It
would count among the things to be taken into consideration; count
dolefully, in so far as it would keep them apart; yet count with
stimulating force as a difficulty to be surmounted, an obstacle to be
got the better of. When Mrs. Mountford put her head out of the window,
and called them to come in out of the falling dews, Anne went upstairs
very seriously, and shut the door of her room, and sat down in her
favourite chair to think it out. Fathers and mothers are supposed to
have an objection to long engagements; but girls, at all events at the
outset of their career, do not entertain the same objection. Anne was
still in the dreamy condition of youthful rapture, transported out of
herself by the new light that had come into the world, so that the
indispensable sequence of marriage did not present itself to her as it
does to the practical-minded. It was a barrier of fact with which, in
the meantime, she had nothing to do. She was not disappointed or
depressed, because _that_ was not the matter in question. It would come
in time, no doubt, as the afternoon follows the morning, and autumn
summer, but who would change the delights of the morning for the warmer,
steady glory of three o’clock? though that also is very good in its way.
She was quite resigned to the necessity of waiting, and not being
married all at once. The contingency neither alarmed nor distressed her.
Its immediate result was one which, indeed, most courses of thought
produced in her mind at the present moment.
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