In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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If I had but thought, of
that, she said to herself, before he went away! She would have liked to
talk over the money question with Cosmo; to discuss it in all its
bearings; to hear him say how little it mattered, and to plan how they
could do without it; not absolutely without it, of course; but Anne’s
active mind leaped at once at the thought of those systems of domestic
economy which would be something quite new to study, which had not yet
tempted her, but which would now have an interest such as no study ever
had. And, on his side, there could be no doubt that the effort would be
similar; in all likelihood even now (if he had thought of it) he was
returning with enthusiasm to his work, saying to himself, ‘I have Anne
to work for; I have my happiness to win.’ ‘_He_ could never afford to
marry if _you_ had nothing. It is only your money that you could marry
on; and if you had no money, what could you do?’ Anne smiled to herself
at Rose’s wisdom; nay, laughed in the silence, in the dark, all by
herself, with an outburst of private mirth. Rose--prose, she said to
herself, as she had said often before. How little that little thing
knew! but how could she know any better, being so young, and with no
experience? The thrill of high exhilaration which had come to her own
breast at the thought of this unperceived difficulty--the still higher
impulse that no doubt had been given to Cosmo, putting spurs to his
intellect, making impossibilities possible--a child like Rose could not
understand those mysteries. By-and-by Anne reminded herself that, as the
love of money was the root of all evil, so the want of it had been, not
only no harm, but the greatest good. Painters, poets, people of genius
of every kind had been stimulated by this wholesome prick. Had
Shakespeare been rich? She threw her head aloft with a smile of
conscious energy, and capacity, and power. No money! That would be the
best way to make a life worth living. She faced all heroisms, all
sacrifices, with a smile, and in a moment had gone through all the
labours and privations of years. He, working so many hours at a stretch,
bursting upon the world with the eloquence which was inspired by love
and necessity; she, making a shabby room into a paradise of content,
working for him with her own happy hands, carrying him through every
despondency and difficulty. Good heavens! could any little idiot suppose
that to settle down on a good income and never have any trouble would be
half so delightful as this? Anne used strong language in the swelling of
her breast.
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