In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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‘Well, he _is_ old for such a girl, said Mrs. Mountford, candidly; ‘we
must not be too hard upon her, Worth.’
‘Old, ma’am! well, in one way he may be called old,’ said the
confidential maid; ‘but I don’t call it half so bad when they’re that
age as when they’re just betwixt and between, both old and young, as you
may say. Forty or so, that _is_ a worry; but sixty-five you can do with.
If I’ve told her that once I’ve told her fifty times; but she pays no
attention. And when you think what a nice little bit of money he’s put
away since he’s been here, and how respectable he is, and respected by
the family; and that she has nothing, poor girl! and nobody but me to
look to! I think, if Miss Anne were to speak a word to her, ma’am,
perhaps it would make a difference. They think a deal more of what a
young lady says, like themselves, so to speak, than an old person like
me.’
CHAPTER XII.
MISTRESS AND MAID.
Anne had gone upstairs some time before. At this time of her life she
liked to be alone, and there were many reasons why solitude should be
dear to her. For one thing, those who have just begun to thread the
flowery ways of early love have always a great deal to think of. It is
an occupation in itself to retrace all that has been done and said, nay,
even looked and thought, and to carry this dream of recollection on into
the future, adding what shall be to what has been. A girl does not
require any other business in life when she has this delightful maze
awaiting her, turning her room into a _Vita nuova_, another life which
she can enter at her pleasure, shutting impenetrable doors upon all
vulgar sights and sounds. In addition to this, which needed no addition,
she had something active and positive to occupy her. She had answered
Cosmo’s letter, thanking him for his offer to deny himself, to be silent
if she wished him to be silent. But Anne declared that she had no such
wish. ‘Do not let us make a folly of our correspondence,’ she had
written; ‘but neither must we deny ourselves this great happiness, dear
Cosmo, for the sake of my father. I have told my father that in this
point I cannot obey him. I should scorn myself now if I made believe to
obey him by giving up such intercourse as we can have. He has not asked
this, and I think it would not be honest to offer it. What he wanted was
that we should part altogether, and this we are not going to do. Write
to me then, not every day, nor even every week, to make it common, but
when your heart is full, and it would be an injustice to keep it from me
any longer. And so will I to you.’ The bargain, if somewhat highflown,
was very like Anne, and on this footing the letters began. Anne very
soon felt that her heart was always full, that there was constantly more
to say than a sheet of paper could carry; but she held by her own rule,
and only broke silence when she could not keep it any longer, which gave
to her letters a character of intensity and delicate passion most rare
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