What was the countess?
Let us see. It is time to descend from cloudy heights to life's
realities. Let the countess enter! How? As a young maiden--can there be
anything more charming under the sun? Such a beautiful mixture of blood,
body, perfumes, flowers, sun rays--and what else?
Our illusions.
Fly in, golden butterfly.
CHAPTER XII
Sad, indeed, had been the previous life of the countess. During her
father's life she had sat whole days in a chamber which was lonely and
almost poor, listening to the twittering of sparrows outside the
windows, or the quarrels of girls in the kitchen.
The old count came home every evening wearied and broken with ceaseless
pouring from the empty into the void, as he called his affairs. Nothing
succeeded with him. In his time he had been active and industrious; he
had wished to give the aristocracy an example of how men with
escutcheons should apply themselves to labor and industry, and as a
result, he lost his property. There remained to him in return experience
which he would have been glad to sell for a few thousand, and still one
other thing which he would not have sold, that is, his reminiscences and
his family pride.
In him the cement of that experience and that pride was his hatred of
life, of men, of the whole world. This was natural. His own people did
not receive him, and those who did receive the man, received him in such
fashion that the fable of the dying lion and the asses' hoofs came to
one's memory. If he had only had a son! The young eagle might fly from
the nest with new strength, seeking light and the sun--but a daughter!
The old man did not deceive himself: a daughter must become either an
old maid, or marry after his death the first man who met her. For this
reason the count did not love his daughter as much as he should have
loved. In spite of that the daughter loved him sincerely. She loved him
because he had white hair, because he was unfortunate, finally, because
she had no one else to love. Moreover, he was for her the last volume of
the story which she was weaving on in her mind.
Frequently in the evening her father told her in his plaintive voice of
the ancient deeds of their family, full of glitter and glory, old
histories pleasant for counts and countesses; and she while listening to
them fixed her whole soul in that past.
Often it seemed to her that from the golden web of the legend some
winged figure tore itself free, half a hussar knight with a crooked
sabre in his grasp, an eagle-like son of the steppe and of battle. He
waved his hand, and the steppes were cleared of Tartars. One might say,
"I can see the Crimea and the blue waves beyond." Hei! the usual dreams
of a maiden! As wide as the steppes are, so many are the songs of his
actions; and then he is so covered with glory, though youthful; so
bloody, though so beloved. He bent his forehead before some female
figure. The usual dream of a magnate's daughter! That female figure is
she; he a Herburt or a Koretski.
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