I spent a miserable year driving, by day and by night, in sunshine and
rain, far afield over the Suffolk plains, for owing to my principal's
penchant for drink, the greater part of the work devolved upon myself.
The crisis occurred, however, when I had been with him some eighteen
months. While in a state of intoxication he was called out to treat a
man who had met with a serious accident in a neighbouring village. On
his return he gave me certain instructions, and sent me back to visit
the patient. The instructions--technical ones, with which it is useless
to puzzle the reader--I carried out to the letter, with the result that
the poor fellow's life was lost. Then followed an inquest, exposure,
censure from the coroner, a rider from the jury, and my employer, with
perfect _sang froid_, succeeded in fastening the blame upon myself in
order to save the scanty reputation he still enjoyed over the
countryside.
The jury were, of course, unaware that he was intoxicated when he
attended the man and committed the fatal blunder, while I, in perfect
innocence, had obeyed his injunctions. It is useless, however, to
protest before a coroner; therefore I at once resigned my position, and
that same night returned to London, full of indignation at the treatment
I had received.
My next practice was as an assistant to a man at Hull, who proved an
impossible person, and through the five years that followed I did my
best to alleviate human ills in Carlisle, Derby, Cheltenham, and Leeds
respectively.
The knowledge I obtained by such general and varied practice, being
always compelled to dispense my own prescriptions, was of course
invaluable. But it was terribly uphill work, and a doctor's drudge, as
I was, can save no money. Appearances have always to be kept up, and
one cannot put by very much on eighty or one hundred pounds a year.
Indeed, one night, seven years after leaving Guy's, I found myself again
in London, wandering idly along the Strand, without prospects, and with
only a single sovereign between myself and starvation.
I have often reflected upon that memorable night. How different the
world seemed then! In those days I was content to pocket a single
shilling as a fee; now they are guineas, ten or more, for as many
minutes of consultation. It was an unusually hot June, and the night
was quite stifling for so early in summer. Although eight o'clock, it
was not yet dark; but, as I strolled westward past the Adelphi, there
was in the sky that dull purple haze with which Londoners are familiar,
the harbinger of a storm. I had sought several old friends of hospital
days, but all were out of town. June was running out, and the season
was at an end.
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