I put to her a number of questions which it is unnecessary here to
recount, and found her exactly as I had supposed--a bundle of nerves.
"But this unaccountable craving for stimulants is most remarkable," she
went on. "I am naturally a most temperate woman, but nowadays I feel
that I cannot live without having recourse to brandy or some other
spirit."
"Sometimes you feel quite well and strong, then suddenly you experience
a sensation of being extremely ill?" I suggested.
"Exactly. How do you account for it?"
"The feeling of strength and vigour is not necessarily the outcome of
actual strength, any more than is the feeling of weakness the necessary
outcome of actual weakness," I responded. "A person may be weak to a
degree, and the sands of life be almost run out, and yet feel
overwhelmingly strong and exuberantly happy, and, on the other hand,
when in sound and vigorous health, he may feel exhausted and depressed.
Feelings, especially so with women of the better class, rise into being
in connexion with the nervous system. Whether a person feels well or
ill depends upon the structure of his nervous system and the way in
which it is played upon, for, like a musical instrument, it may be made
to give forth gay music or sad."
"But is not my case remarkable?" she asked.
"Not at all," I responded.
"Then you think that you can treat me, and prevent me from becoming a
dipsomaniac?" she said eagerly.
"Certainly," I replied. "I have no doubt that this craving can be
removed by proper treatment. I will write you a prescription."
"Ah?" she exclaimed, with a sigh. "You doctors, with your serums and
the like, can nowadays inoculate against almost every disease. Would
that you could give us women an immune from that deadly ailment so
common among my sex, and so very often fatal."
"What ailment?" I asked, rather surprised at her sudden and impetuous
speech.
"That of love!" she responded in a low, strained voice--the voice of a
woman desperate.
CHAPTER EIGHT.
WHAT HAPPENED TO ME.
"Do you consider love an ailment?" I asked, looking at her in quick
surprise.
"In many cases," she responded in a serious tone. "I fear I am no
exception to the general rule," she added meaningly.
Those words amounted to the admission that she had a lover, and I
regarded her with considerable astonishment. She was a smart woman. I
could only suppose that she and her husband were an ill-assorted pair.
Possibly she had married for money, and was now filled with regret, as,
alas! is so frequently the case.
"You appear unhappy," I observed in a sympathetic tone, for my curiosity
had been aroused by her words.
"Yes, Doctor," she answered in a low, intense voice, toying nervously
with her fine rings. "To tell the truth, I am most unhappy. I have
come up to town to consult you, unknown to my husband, for I have heard
that you make the treatment of nervous disorders your speciality."
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