According to "Debrett" she had married five years ago, but for such
small untruths a woman may always be forgiven.
I looked at her, unable to entirely satisfy myself regarding her. She
seemed suffering from an agitation which she was striving with all her
might to control. That her nervous organisation was impaired was no
doubt correct, but it struck me that the cause of it all was some sudden
and terrible shock to the system.
"I assure you that you have my sympathy in your mental distress," I said
at length. "There have always been fatalists who have argued that we
must accept without question what is sent us, that we must bow in
submission to a `will' without really seeking to find out what the
`will' is."
"Yes," she said thoughtfully. "It is quite impossible not to admit that
the increased knowledge of the laws which regulate the visible universe
has increased our living faith and added to the glory of the Almighty,
while it has made it more difficult for men to make gods after their own
image and use them for their own purposes."
"Exactly," I said. "Modern medicine is teaching us every day that much
bodily suffering is due to man's wilful neglect of the beneficent laws
of Nature. That diseases are due to ignorance and disregard of law, and
are not `sent' as scourges by a petulant and capricious deity, is
clearly a doctrine which in no way dims the glory of God."
"I quite agree," she responded. Then, in a low tone, more confidential
than before, she added, "You, Doctor, have expressed sympathy for me in
my distress, and I look to you for assistance. Curious though it may
seem, I have scarcely a single friend in whom I can confide."
"I shall respect your confidence, as is my duty," I answered, "and will
do my best to stifle your craving for stimuli."
"But the love of my husband?"
"Endeavour to live uprightly and honestly, and show him your true worth
above all other women," I said. "It is the only way."
"I have done so," she answered sadly, "but have failed."
"Do not give up. A man is never wholly proof against a good woman,
especially if that woman be his wife."
A silence fell between us.
"And may I count upon your aid in all this, Doctor?" she asked, with
some hesitation.
"Certainly," I responded. "If I can give you any advice, I shall always
be pleased to do so."
"But my husband must know nothing. Recollect I have consulted you
unknown to him."
"As you wish, of course."
"And, in future, if I wish to see you, may I call at your surgery?"
"If you desire," I replied. "But I am only _locum tenens_ for my
friend, Doctor Raymond, who is in the country. Perhaps I may go into
practice in the country afterwards."
"And leave me!" she exclaimed anxiously. "I hope not."
"I shall still consider you my patient," I said.
"No," she said. "I trust that you will regard me as more than a mere
patient--as your friend."
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