India : $b the pearl of Pearl RiverSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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India : $b the pearl of Pearl River
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Louisiana -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
And oh! the fearful change that came over that beautiful but agonized
face when the mask of smiles fell! She threw herself, all robed, and
gemmed, and wreathed, as she was, prostrate upon the bed—her form
convulsed, her bosom heaving with the suffocating anguish, which, from
its very excess could not be vented.
“False! false! false!” she wailed. “False to Mark! false to my husband!
falser than all, to myself! Lost! lost! lost! Lost, body, soul, and
spirit! Would that I could die!”
A light, gay footstep on the stairs, a low, love-tuned voice near the
door, and it opened, and St. Gerald Ashley entered, with a smile of
confiding affection on his noble face.
How will that erring woman meet his manly, trusting love?
CHAPTER XIV.
ROSALIE.
“And I am blessed, to my mind.”—_E. B. Browning._
Rosalie’s content was undisturbed and perfect. She had not witnessed
India’s fainting. She knew of it, but ascribed it, as others did, to
fatigue, heat, and over-excitement. She never once associated the swoon
of the bride with the meeting with her former lover. It is true she had
dreaded this meeting, for the sake of Mark, who, she feared, still
cherished an affection for India; but she had no such fears for her. She
could not have imagined—the simple integrity of her heart shielded her
from imagining—that India could have given her hand to one man, while
cherishing a thenceforth guilty preference for another. Of course, she
had heard and read of ladies who desecrated marriage by making a legal
sale of themselves for money, rank, or convenience; but then such were
ladies of society, ladies of the great world—not highhearted women, not
women of noble _sentiments_, like her friend India, who, if she were
fickle, was at least truthful, even in her fickleness. No; the thought
of India, while the wife of another, still loving Mark, and fainting at
his sudden appearance, never entered the girl’s mind. She heard and
entirely believed India’s own explanation of her swoon—“the closeness of
the room”—and so, undisturbed by the suspicion of that suffering near
her, which, had she known it, would have greatly troubled her peace,
Rosalie yielded up her soul to serene joy. That night in her prayers she
returned earnest thanks for the happiness accorded her. She sought her
pillow in the fulness of content. Mark loved her! beyond this, she did
not care to ask or hope any earthly good. Mark loved her! this was
happiness enough for one long season. Mark loved her! the thought
enveloped her soul in a benign sense of perfect protection, safety, and
comfort. Mark loved her! the thought was perfect peace. Wrapped in it,
she sweetly fell asleep.
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