India : $b the pearl of Pearl RiverSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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India : $b the pearl of Pearl River
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Louisiana -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Dear mother, _you_ are a lady—_I_, a man! And loss of fortune has now
no terrors for me; and birth and education, so far from rendering me
more helpless, shall make me stronger to conquer my difficulties. I have
no fear of wanting any of the comforts of life from the very onset. And
as for being shut out, or rather shut _in_, from nature—mother, do you
think I shall be? Do you think I shall keep away from nature because I
cannot call on her in a coach, with a groom on horseback to take in my
card? No, indeed. On the contrary, I purpose to live with nature. She’s
an old intimate friend of mine, and no summer friend either—nor shall I
be a summer friend of hers, and shrink from her boisterous winds and
rattling sleet. And as for society, mother—oh, let me quote to you the
words of Dr. Channing, whose lips, indeed, seemed touched with fire: ‘No
matter though the prosperous of my own time will not enter my obscure
dwelling. If the Sacred Writers will enter and take up their abode under
my roof, if Milton will cross my threshold to sing to me of paradise,
and Shakspeare to open to me the worlds of imagination and the workings
of the human heart, and Franklin to enrich me with his practical wisdom,
I shall not pine for want of intellectual companionship.’ So, dearest
mother, with industry that will procure me all the necessaries of life,
health that will enable me to enjoy or endure nature in all her moods,
and a mind dependent on itself for its enjoyment, what have I to dread
from loss of fortune?”
“It may be very well for _you_, at least tolerable; but for _India_! You
would not bring Miss Sutherland down to such a state?”
Mark paused, and then answered—
“Yes, mother, yes; if the only other alternative is to be a separation
of many years, I would bring India down to this state.”
“Oh, Mark! that is very, very selfish!”
“I do not think so, madam.”
“Mark! Just now, when I told you of the nameless miseries of the
well-born poor, you did not deny them, but said, ‘Mother, _you_ are a
lady—_I_, a man.’ Mark! out of your own mouth I will condemn you.
India—Miss Sutherland—‘is a _lady_,’ Mark! Are you not selfish?”
“No, mother! not if India feels as I do—as I know she does; not if our
separation would be to her, as it would be to me, a greater evil than
all the early struggles our union may bring upon us.”
“My dear son, your sanguine confidence gives me deep pain. Dear Mark, be
not too sure! Not for worlds would I speak a word against your India.
Nor do I know that, under her circumstances, I speak much evil of her
when I say that she is haughty, self-willed, indolent, and fastidious!
But are those the elements of self-sacrifice?”
“Mother, I would not hear another soul breathe aught against India but
you; but to answer your question—and granting, what I am unwilling to
grant, that these faults of her station may be also hers—affection will
conquer them! My _life_ upon India’s magnanimity!”
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