France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
"I afraid of you, Raymon? Oh! no, not now. I know too well that you love
me, I am too blissfully happy in the belief that you love me. Come then,
for I am not afraid of myself either; if I loved you less, perhaps I
should be less calm; but I love you with a love of which you yourself
have no idea. Go away early, so that Ralph may suspect nothing. Return
at midnight; you are familiar with the park and the house; here is the
key of the small gate; lock it after you."
This ingenuous, generous confidence made Raymon blush. He had tried to
inspire it, with the purpose of abusing it; he had counted on the
darkness, the opportunity, the danger. If Indiana had shown any fear,
she was lost; but she was perfectly calm; she placed her trust in his
good faith; he swore that he would give her no cause to repent. But the
important point was to pass a night in her bedroom, in order not to be a
fool in his own eyes, in order to defeat Ralph's prudence, and to be
able to laugh at him in his sleeve. That was a personal gratification
which he craved.
XVI
But Ralph was really intolerable on this particular evening; he had
never been more stupid and dull and tiresome. He could say nothing
apropos, and, to cap the climax of his loutishness, he gave no sign of
taking his leave even when the evening was far advanced. Madame Delmare
began to be ill at ease; she glanced alternately at the clock, which had
struck eleven--at the door, which had creaked in the wind--and at the
expressionless face of her cousin, who sat opposite her in front of the
fire, placidly watching the blaze without seeming to suspect that his
presence was distasteful.
But Sir Ralph's tranquil mask, his petrified features, concealed at that
moment a profound and painful mental agitation. He was a man whom
nothing escaped because he observed everything with perfect
self-possession. He had not been deceived by Raymon's pretended
departure; he perceived very plainly Madame Delmare's anxiety at that
moment. He suffered more than she did herself, and he moved irresolutely
between the impulse to give her a salutary warning and the fear of
giving way to feelings which he disavowed; at last his cousin's interest
carried the day, and he summoned all his moral courage in order to break
the silence.
"That reminds me," he said abruptly, following out the line of thought
with which his mind was busy, "that it was just a year ago to-day that
you and I sat in this chimney-corner as we are sitting now. The clock
marked almost the same hour; the weather was cold and threatening as it
is to-night. You were ill, and were disturbed by melancholy ideas; a
fact that almost makes me believe in the truth of presentiments."
"What can he be coming to?" thought Madame Delmare, gazing at her cousin
with mingled surprise and uneasiness.
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