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But as he gathered up in his hand that luxuriant mass of which some
locks reached to the floor, Raymon fancied that it had a dry, rough
feeling which his fingers had never noticed in the silken tresses over
Indiana's forehead. He was conscious, also, of an indefinable nervous
thrill, it felt so cold and dead, as if it had been cut a long time, and
seemed to have lost its perfumed moisture and vital warmth. Then he
looked at it again, and sought in vain the blue gleam which made
Indiana's hair resemble the blue-black wing of the crow; this was of an
Ethiopian black, of an Indian texture, of a lifeless heaviness.
Indiana's bright piercing eyes followed Raymon's. He turned them
involuntarily upon an open ebony casket from which several locks of the
same hair protruded.
"This is not yours," he said, untying the kerchief which concealed
Madame Delmare's hair.
It was untouched, and fell over her shoulders in all its splendor. But
she made a gesture as if to push him away and said, still pointing to
the hair:
"Don't you recognize this? Did you never admire, never caress it? Has
the damp night air robbed it of all its fragrance? Have you not a
thought, a tear for her who wore this ring?"
Raymon sank upon a chair; Noun's locks fell from his trembling hand. So
much painful excitement had exhausted him. He was a man of choleric
temper, whose blood flowed rapidly, whose nerves were easily and deeply
irritated. He shivered from head to foot and fell in a swoon on the
floor.
When he came to himself, Madame Delmare was on her knees beside him,
weeping copiously and asking his forgiveness; but Raymon no longer loved
her.
"You have inflicted a horrible wound on me," he said; "a wound which it
is not in your power to cure. You will never restore the confidence I
had in your heart; that is evident to me. You have shown me how
vindictive and cruel your heart can be. Poor Noun! poor unhappy girl! It
was she whom I treated badly, not you; it was she who had the right to
avenge herself, and she did not. She took her own life in order to leave
me the future. She sacrificed herself to my repose. You are not the
woman to have done as much, madame! Give me her hair; it is mine--it
belongs to me; it is all that remains to me of the only woman who ever
loved me truly. Unhappy Noun! you were worthy of a better love! And you,
madame, dare to reproach me with her death; you, whom I loved so well
that I forgot her--that I defied the ghastly torture of remorse; you
who, on the faith of a kiss, have led me across that river--across that
bridge--alone, with terror at my side, pursued by the infernal illusions
of my crime! And when you discover with what a frantic passion I love
you, you bury your woman's nails in my heart, seeking there another drop
of blood which may still be made to flow for you! Ah! when I spurned so
devoted a love to take up with so savage a passion as yours, I was no
less mad than guilty."
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