France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
Madame Delmare did not reply. Pale and motionless, with dishevelled hair
and staring eyes, she moved Raymon to pity. He took her hand.
"And yet," he said, "this love I feel for you is so blind that, in spite
of myself, I can still forget the past and the present--the sin that
blasted my life and the crime you have just committed. So love me, and I
will forgive you."
Madame Delmare's despair rekindled desire and pride in her lover's
heart. When he saw how dismayed she was at the thought of losing his
love--how humble before him, how resigned to accept his decrees for the
future by way of atonement for the past--he remembered what his
intentions had been when he eluded Ralph's vigilance, and he realized
all the advantages of his position. He pretended to be absorbed in a
melancholy, sombre reverie for some moments; he hardly responded to
Indiana's tears and caresses. He waited until her heart should break and
overflow in sobs, until she should realize all the horrors of
desertion--until she should have exhausted all her strength in
heart-rending emotion; and then, when he saw her at his feet, fainting,
utterly worn out, awaiting death at a word from him, he seized her in
his arms with convulsive passion and strained her to his heart. She
yielded like a weak child; she abandoned her lips to him unresistingly.
She was almost dead.
But suddenly, as if waking from a dream, she snatched herself away from
his burning caresses, rushed to the end of the room where Sir Ralph's
portrait hung on the panel; and, as if she would place herself under the
protection of that grave personage with the unruffled brow and tranquil
lips, she shrank back against the portrait, wild-eyed, quivering from
head to foot, in the clutches of a strange fear. It was this that made
Raymon think that she had been deeply moved in his arms--that she was
afraid of herself--that she was his. He ran to her; drew her by force
from her retreat, and told her that he had come with the purpose of
keeping his promises, but that her cruel treatment of him had absolved
him from his oath.
"I am no longer either your slave or your ally," he said. "I am simply
the man who loves you madly and who has you in his arms, a wicked,
capricious, cruel, mad creature, but lovely and adored. With sweet,
confiding words you might have cooled my blood. Had you been as calm and
generous as yesterday, you would have made me mild and submissive as
usual. But you have kindled all my passions, overturned all my ideas.
You have made me unhappy, cowardly, ill, frantic, desperate, one after
another. You must make me happy now, or I feel that I can no longer
believe in you--that I can no longer love you or bless you. Forgive me,
Indiana, forgive me! If I frighten you it is your own fault; you have
made me suffer so that I have lost my reason!"
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