France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
And then, as we have said, Raymon had some principle. When the colonel
manifested such confidence in him and esteem for him, when he saw that
he regarded him as the very type of honor and sincerity and desired him
to act as mediator between his wife and himself, he determined to
justify that confidence, to deserve that esteem, to reconcile that
husband and wife, to repel any attachment on the part of the latter
which might endanger the repose of the other. He became once more a
moral, virtuous, philosophical person. You will see for how long.
Indiana, who did not understand this conversion, suffered horribly to be
so neglected; and yet she still had the satisfaction of feeling that her
hopes were not entirely destroyed. She was easily deceived; she asked
nothing better than to be deceived, her real life was so bitter and
desolate! Her husband had become almost impossible to live with. In
public he affected the heroic courage and indifference of a brave man;
but when he returned to the privacy of his own home he was simply an
irritable, severe, absurd child. Indiana was the victim of his disgust
with life, and, we must confess, she was largely to blame. If she had
raised her voice, if she had complained, affectionately but forcibly,
Delmare, who was only rough, would have blushed at the idea of being
considered unkind. Nothing was easier than to touch his heart and govern
him absolutely, if one chose to descend to his level and enter into the
circle of ideas that were within the scope of his mind. But Indiana was
stiff and haughty in her submissiveness; she always obeyed in silence;
but it was the silence and submissiveness of the slave who has made of
hatred a virtue and of unhappiness a merit. Her resignation was the
dignity of a king who accepts fetters and a dungeon rather than
voluntarily abdicate his throne and lay aside a vain title. A woman of a
commoner mould would have mastered that commonplace man; she would have
said what he said and reserved the right to think differently; she would
have pretended to respect his prejudices and secretly have trampled them
under foot; she would have caressed him and deceived him. Indiana saw
many women who acted thus; but she felt so far above them that she would
have blushed to imitate them. Being virtuous and chaste, she thought
that she was not called upon to flatter her master by her words so long
as she respected him in his actions. She did not care for his affection
because she could not respond to it. She would have considered it far
more blameworthy to make a show of love for the husband whom she did not
love, than to give her heart to the lover who inspired love in her. To
deceive was the crime in her eyes, and twenty times a day she felt that
she must declare her love for Raymon; naught detained her but the fear
of ruining him. Her impassive obedience irritated the colonel much more
than a cleverly managed rebellion would have done. Although his
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