France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
And a wife who was still but a child had made him unhappy! She forced
him to look within himself--to scrutinize his own decisions, to modify
many of them, to retract some of them--and all this without saying: "You
are wrong; I beg that you will do thus or thus." She had never implored,
she had never deigned to show herself his equal and to avow herself his
companion. That woman, whom he could have crushed in his hand if he had
chosen, lay there, an insignificant creature, dreaming of another before
his eyes, perhaps, and defying him even in her sleep. He was tempted to
strangle her--to drag her out of bed by the hair, to trample on her and
force her to shriek for mercy and to implore his forgiveness; but she
was so pretty, so dainty and so fair, that he would suddenly take pity
on her, as a child is moved to pity as he gazes at the bird he intended
to kill. And he would weep like a woman, man of bronze as he was, and
would steal away so that she might not enjoy the triumph of seeing him
weep. In truth I know not which was the unhappier, he or she. She was
cruel from virtue, as he was kind from weakness; she had too much
patience, of which he had not enough; she had the failings of her good
qualities and he the good qualities of his failings.
Around these two ill-assorted beings swarmed a multitude of friends who
strove to bring them nearer together, some in order to have something to
occupy their minds, others to give themselves importance, others as the
result of ill-advised affection. Some took the wife's part, others the
husband's. They quarrelled among themselves on the subject of Monsieur
and Madame Delmare, who, on the other hand, did not quarrel at all; for,
with Indiana's systematic submission, the colonel could never succeed in
picking a quarrel, whatever he might do. And then there were those who
knew nothing, but wanted to make themselves necessary. They counselled
submission to Madame Delmare and did not see that she was only too
submissive; others advised the husband to be inflexible and not to allow
his authority to pass into his wife's hands. These last, stupid mortals
who have so little feeling that they are always afraid that some one is
treading on them and who mistake cause and effect for each other, belong
to a species which you will find everywhere, which is constantly getting
entangled in other people's legs and makes a deal of noise in order to
attract attention.
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