France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
"I made no attempt at concealment," she replied coldly; "and as for the
word you use, I consider it ill-chosen."
"I said imprudent, I should have said insane."
"And I should say _courageous._ But no matter; listen to me. Monsieur
Delmare starts for Bordeaux in three days, and sails thence for the
colony. You and I agreed that you should protect me from violence if he
employed it; there is no question that he will, for I made known my
determination last evening and he locked me into my room. I escaped
through a window; see, my hands are bleeding. They may be looking for me
at this moment, but Ralph is at Bellerive so that he will not be able to
tell where I am. I have decided to remain in hiding until Monsieur
Delmare has made up his mind to leave me behind. Have you thought about
making ready for my flight, of preparing a hiding-place for me? It is so
long since I have been able to see you alone, that I do not know what
your present inclinations are; but one day, when I expressed some doubt
concerning your resolution, you told me that you could not imagine love
without confidence; you reminded me that you had never doubted me, you
proved to me that I was unjust, and thereupon I was afraid of remaining
below your level if I did not cast aside such puerile suspicions and the
innumerable little exactions by which women degrade ordinary
love-affairs. I have endured with resignation the brevity of your calls,
the embarrassment of our interviews, the eagerness with which you seemed
to avoid any free exchange of sentiments with me; I have retained my
confidence in you. Heaven is my witness that when anxiety and fear were
gnawing at my heart I spurned them as criminal thoughts. I have come now
to seek the reward of my faith; the time has come; tell me, do you
accept my sacrifices?"
The crisis was so urgent that Raymon did not feel bold enough to pretend
any longer. Desperate, frantic to find himself caught in his own trap,
he lost his head and vented his temper in coarse and brutal
maledictions.
"You are a mad woman!" he cried, throwing himself into a chair. "Where
have you dreamed of love? in what romance written for the entertainment
of lady's-maids, have you studied society, I pray to know?"
He paused, realizing that he had been far too rough, and cudgelling his
brains to find a way of saying the same things in other terms and of
sending her away without insulting her.
But she was calm, like one prepared to listen to anything.
"Go on," she said, folding her arms over her heart, whose throbbing
gradually grew less violent; "I am listening; I presume that you have
something more than that to say to me?"
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