France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
"Still another effort of the imagination, another love scene," thought
Raymon.--"Never," he cried, springing excitedly to his feet, "never will
I accept such sacrifices! When I told you that I should have the
strength to do it, Indiana, I boasted too much, or rather I slandered
myself; for the man is no better than a dastard who will consent to
dishonor the woman he loves. In your ignorance of life, you failed to
realize the importance of such a plan, and I, in my despair at the
thought of losing you, did not choose to reflect----"
"Your power of reflection has returned very suddenly!" she said,
withdrawing her hand, which he tried to take.
"Indiana," he rejoined, "do you not see that you impose the dishonorable
part on me, while you reserve the heroic part for yourself, and that you
condemn me because I desire to remain worthy of your love? Could you
continue to love me, ignorant and simple-hearted woman that you are, if
I sacrificed your life to my pleasure, your reputation to my selfish
interests?"
"You say things that are very contradictory," said Indiana; "if I made
you happy by remaining with you, what do you care for public opinion? Do
you care more for it than for me?"
"Oh! I do not care for it on my account, Indiana!"
"Is it on my account then? I anticipated your scruples and to spare you
anything like remorse I have taken the initiative; I did not wait for
you to come and carry me away from my home, I did not even consult you
with regard to crossing my husband's threshold forever. That decisive
step is taken, and your conscience cannot reproach you for it. At this
moment, Raymon, I am dishonored. In your absence I counted on yonder
clock the hours that consummated my disgrace; and now, although the dawn
finds my brow as pure as it was yesterday, I am a lost creature in
public opinion. Yesterday there was still some compassion for me in the
hearts of other women; to-day there will be no feeling left but
contempt. I considered all these things before acting."
"Infernal female foresight!" thought Raymon.
And then, struggling against her as he would have done against a bailiff
who had come to levy on his furniture, he said in a caressing fatherly
tone:
"You exaggerate the importance of what you have done. No, my love, all
is not lost because of one rash step. I will enjoin silence on my
servants."
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