France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
"Have no fear of anything of the sort on my part, madame," Ralph
replied; "I have known all for six months and I have said nothing. I
surprised their first kiss and I did not hurl Monsieur de Ramière from
his horse; I often intercepted their love messages in the woods and did
not tear them in pieces with my whip. I met Monsieur de Ramière on the
bridge he must cross to go to join her; it was night, we were alone and
I am four times as strong as he; and yet I did not throw the man into
the river; and when, after allowing him to escape, I discovered that he
had eluded my vigilance and had stolen into her house, instead of
bursting in the doors and throwing him out of the window, I quietly
warned them of the husband's approach and saved the life of one in order
to save the other's honor. You see, madame, that I am indulgent and
merciful. This morning I had that man under my hand; I was well aware
that he was the cause of all our misery, and, if I had not the right to
accuse him without proofs, I certainly should have been justified in
quarreling with him for his arrogant and mocking manner. But I bore with
his insulting contempt because I knew that his death would kill Indiana;
I allowed him to turn over and fall asleep again on the other side,
while Indiana, insane and almost dead, was on the shore of the Seine,
preparing to join his other victim. You see, madame, that I practise
patience with those whom I hate and indulgence with those I love."
Madame de Ramière, sitting in her carriage opposite Ralph, gazed at him
in surprise mingled with alarm. He was so different from what she had
always seen him that she almost believed that he had suddenly become
deranged. The allusion he had just made to Noun's death confirmed her in
that idea; for she knew absolutely nothing of that story and took the
words that Ralph had let fall in his indignation for a fragment of
thought unconnected with his subject. He was, in very truth, passing
through one of those periods of intense excitement which occur at least
once in the lives of the most placid men, and which border so closely on
madness that one step farther would carry them across the line. His
wrath was restrained and concentrated like that of all cold
temperaments; but it was deep, like the wrath of all noble souls; and
the novelty of this frame of mind, which was truly portentous in him,
made him terrible to look upon.
Madame de Ramière took his hand and said gently:
"You must suffer terribly, my dear Monsieur Ralph, for you wound me
without mercy: you forget that the man of whom you speak is my son and
that his wrong-doing, if he has been guilty of any, must be infinitely
more painful to me than to you."
Ralph at once came to himself, and said, kissing Madame de Ramière's
hand with an effusive warmth of regard, which was almost as unusual a
manifestation on his part as that of his wrath:
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