France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
"Forgive me, madame; you are right, I do suffer terribly, and I forget
those things which I should respect. Pray, forget yourself the
bitterness I have allowed to appear! my heart will not fail to lock
itself up again."
Madame de Ramière, although somewhat reassured by this reply, could not
rid herself of all anxiety when she saw with what profound hatred Ralph
regarded her son. She tried to excuse him in his enemy's eyes, but he
checked her.
"I divine your thoughts, madame," he said; "but have no fear, Monsieur
de Ramière and I are not likely to meet again at present. As for my
cousin, do not regret having enlightened me. If the whole world abandons
her, I swear that she will always have at least one friend."
When Madame de Ramière returned home, toward evening, she found Raymon
luxuriously ensconced in front of the fire, warming his slippered feet
and drinking tea to banish the last vestiges of the nervous excitement
of the morning. He was still cast down by that artificial emotion; but
pleasant thoughts of the future revivified his faculties; he felt that
he had become free once more, and he abandoned himself unreservedly to
blissful meditations upon that priceless condition, which he had
hitherto been so unsuccessful in maintaining.
"Why am I destined," he said to himself, "to weary so quickly of this
priceless freedom of the heart which I always have to buy so dearly?
When I feel that I am caught in a woman's net, I cannot break it quickly
enough, in order to recover my repose and mental tranquillity. May I be
cursed if I sacrifice them in such a hurry again! The trouble these two
creoles have caused me will serve as a warning, and hereafter I do not
propose to meddle with any but easy-going, laughing Parisian
women--genuine women of the world. Perhaps I should do well to marry and
have done with it, as they say----"
He was absorbed by such comforting, commonplace thoughts as these, when
his mother entered, tired and deeply moved.
"She is better," she said; "everything has gone off as well as possible;
I hope that she will grow calmer and----"
"Who?" inquired Raymon, waking with a start among his castles in Spain.
However, he concluded on the following day that he still had a duty to
perform, namely, to regain that woman's esteem, if not her love. He did
not choose that she should boast of having left him; he proposed that
she should be persuaded that she had yielded to the influence of his
good sense and his generosity. He desired to govern her even after he
had spurned her; and he wrote to her as follows:
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