France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
He fell asleep meditating that idea: but he was soon awakened by a great
commotion in the next room. He rose with difficulty, put on a
dressing-gown, and dragged himself to his mother's apartment. She was
very ill.
Toward morning she found strength to talk with him; she was under no
illusion as to the brief time she had yet to live and her mind was busy
with her son's future.
"You are about to lose your best friend," she said; "may Heaven replace
her by a companion worthy of you! But be prudent, Raymon, and do not
risk the repose of your whole life for a mere chimera of your ambition.
I have known but one woman, alas! whom I should have cared to call my
daughter; but Heaven has disposed of her. But listen, my son. Monsieur
Delmare is old and broken; who knows if that long voyage did not exhaust
the rest of his vitality? Respect his wife as long as he lives; but if,
as I believe will be the case, he is summoned soon to follow me to the
grave, remember there is still one woman in the world who loves you
almost as dearly as your mother loved you."
That evening Madame de Ramière died in her son's arms. Raymon's grief
was deep and bitter; in the face of such a loss there could be neither
false emotion nor selfish scheming. His mother was really necessary to
him; with her he lost all the moral comfort of his life. He shed
despairing tears upon her pallid forehead, her lifeless eyes. He
maligned Heaven, he cursed his destiny, he wept for Indiana. He called
God to account for the happiness He owed him. He reproached Him for
treating him like other men and tearing everything from him at once.
Then he doubted the existence of this God who chastised him; he chose to
deny Him rather than submit to His decrees. He lost all the illusions
with all the realities of life; and he returned to his bed of fever and
suffering, as crushed and hopeless as a deposed king, as a fallen angel.
When he was nearly restored to health, he cast a glance at the condition
of France. Matters were going from bad to worse; on all sides there were
threats of refusal to pay taxes. Raymon was amazed at the foolish
confidence of his party, and deeming it wise not to plunge into the
mêlée as yet, he shut himself up at Cercy with the melancholy memory
of his mother and Madame Delmare.
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