France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
I do not know that there is anything more horrible on earth than life in
a furnished lodging-house in Paris, especially when it is situated, as
this one was, in a dark, narrow street, and only a dull, hazy light
crawls regretfully, as it were, over the smoky ceilings and soiled
windows. And then there is something chilly and repellent in the sight
of the furniture to which you are unaccustomed and to which your idle
glance turns in vain for a memory, a touch of sympathy. All those
objects which belong, so to speak, to no one, because they belong to all
comers; that room where no one has left any trace of his passage save
now and then a strange name, found on a card in the mirror-frame; that
mercenary roof, which has sheltered so many poor travellers, so many
lonely strangers, with hospitality for none; which looks with
indifference upon so many human agitations and can describe none of
them: the discordant, never-ending noise from the street, which does not
even allow you to sleep and thus escape grief or ennui: all these are
causes of disgust and irritation even to one who does not bring to the
horrible place such a frame of mind as Madame Delmare's. You ill-starred
provincial, who have left your fields, your blue sky, your verdure, your
house and your family, to come and shut yourself up in this dungeon of
the mind and the heart--see Paris, lovely Paris, which in your dreams
has seemed to you such a marvel of beauty! see it stretch away yonder,
black with mud and rainy, as noisy and pestilent and rapid as a torrent
of slime! There is the perpetual revel, always brilliant and perfumed,
which was promised you; there are the intoxicating pleasures, the
wonderful surprises, the treasures of sight and taste and hearing which
were to contend for the possession of your passions and faculties, which
are of limited capacity and powerless to enjoy them all at once! See,
yonder, the affable, winning, hospitable Parisian, as he was described
to you, always in a hurry, always careworn! Tired out before you have
seen the whole of this ever-moving population, this inextricable
labyrinth, you take refuge, overwhelmed with dismay, in the cheerful
precincts of a furnished lodging-house, where, after hastily installing
you, the only servant of a house that is often of immense size leaves
you to die in peace, if fatigue or sorrow deprive you of the strength to
attend to the thousand necessities of life.
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