France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
But to be a woman and to find oneself in such a place, spurned by
everybody, three thousand leagues from all human affection; to be
without money, which is much worse than being abandoned in a vast desert
without water; to have in all one's past not a single happy memory that
is not poisoned or withered, in the whole future not a single hope to
divert one's thoughts from the emptiness of the present, is the last
degree of misery and hopelessness. And so Madame Delmare, making no
attempt to contend against a destiny that was fulfilled, against a
broken, ruined life, submitted to the gnawings of hunger, fever and
sorrow without uttering a complaint, without shedding a tear, without
making an effort to die an hour earlier, to suffer an hour less.
They found her on the morning of the second day, lying on the floor,
stiff with cold, with clenched teeth, blue lips and lustreless eyes; but
she was not dead. The landlady examined her secretary and, seeing how
poorly supplied it was, considered whether the hospital was not the
proper place for this stranger, who certainly had not the means to pay
the expenses of a long and costly illness. However, as she was a woman
_overflowing with humanity_, she caused her to be put to bed and sent
for a doctor to ascertain if the illness would last more than a day or
two.
A doctor appeared who had not been sent for. Indiana, on opening her
eyes, found him beside her bed. I need not tell you his name.
"Oh! you here! you here!" she cried, throwing herself, almost fainting,
on his breast. "You are my good angel! But you come too late, and I can
do nothing for you except to die blessing you."
"You will not die, my dear," replied Ralph with deep emotion; "life may
still smile upon you. The laws which interfered with your happiness no
longer fetter your affection. I would have preferred to destroy the
invincible spell which a man whom I neither like nor esteem has cast
upon you; but that is not in my power, and I am tired of seeing you
suffer. Hitherto your life has been perfectly frightful; it cannot be
more so. Besides, even if my gloomy forebodings are realized and the
happiness of which you have dreamed is destined to be of short duration,
you will at least have enjoyed it for some little time, you will not die
without a taste of it. So I sacrifice all my repugnance and dislike. The
destiny which casts you, all alone as you are, into my arms, imposes
upon me the duties of a father and a guardian toward you. I come to tell
you that you are free and that you may unite your lot to Monsieur de
Ramière's. Delmare is no more."
Tears rolled slowly down Ralph's cheeks while he was speaking. Indiana
suddenly sat up in bed and cried, wringing her hands in despair:
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