France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
"My husband is dead! and it was I who killed him! And you talk to me of
the future and happiness, as if such a thing were possible for the heart
that detests and despises itself! But be sure that God is just and that
I am cursed. Monsieur de Ramière is married."
She fell back, utterly exhausted, into her cousin's arms. They were
unable to resume conversation until several hours later.
"Your justly disturbed conscience may be set at rest," said Ralph, in a
solemn, but sad and gentle tone. "Delmare was at death's door when you
deserted him: he did not wake from the sleep in which you left him, he
never knew of your flight, he died without cursing you or weeping for
you. Toward morning, when I woke from the heavy sleep into which I had
fallen beside his bed, I found his face purple and he was burning hot
and breathing stertorously in his sleep; he was already stricken with
apoplexy. I ran to your room and was surprised not to find you there;
but I had no time to try to discover the explanation of your absence; I
was not seriously alarmed about it until after Delmare's death.
Everything that skill could do was of no avail, the disease progressed
with startling rapidity, and he died an hour later, in my arms, without
recovering the use of his senses. At the last moment, however, his
benumbed, clouded mind seemed to make an effort to come to life; he felt
for my hand which he took for yours--his were already stiff and numb--he
tried to press it, and died, stammering your name."
"I heard his last words," said Indiana gloomily; "at the moment that I
left him forever, he spoke to me in his sleep. 'That man will ruin you,'
he said. Those words are here," she added, putting one hand to her heart
and the other to her head.
"When I succeeded in taking my eyes and my thoughts from that dead
body," continued Ralph, "I thought of you; of you, Indiana, who were
free thenceforth, and who could not weep for your master unless from
kindness of heart or religious feeling. I was the only one whom his
death deprived of something, for I was his friend, and, even if he was
not always very sociable, at all events I had no rival in his heart. I
feared the effect of breaking the news to you too suddenly, and I went
to the door to wait for you, thinking that you would soon return from
your morning walk. I waited a long while. I will not attempt to describe
my anxiety, my search, and my alarm when I found Ophelia's body, all
bleeding and bruised by the rocks; the waves had washed it upon the
beach. I looked a long while, alas! expecting to discover yours; for I
thought that you had taken your own life, and for three days I believed
that there was nothing left on earth for me to love. It is useless to
speak of my grief; you must have foreseen it when you abandoned me.
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