France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
And Raymon entered the salon unannounced. All the other servants had
retired. A melancholy silence reigned in the deserted apartments. A
single lamp, covered with its green silk shade, lighted the main salon
dimly. Indiana's back was turned to the door; she was completely hidden
in the depths of a huge easy-chair, sadly watching the burning logs, as
on the evening when Raymon entered the park of Lagny over the wall;
sadder now, for her former undefined sufferings, aimless desires had
given place to a fleeting joy, a gleam of happiness that was not for
her.
Raymon, his feet encased in dancing shoes, approached noiselessly over
the soft, heavy carpet. He saw that she was weeping, and, when she
turned her head, she found him at her feet, taking forcible possession
of her hands, which she struggled in vain to withdraw from his clasp.
Then, I agree, she was overjoyed beyond words to find that her scheme of
resistance had failed. She felt that she passionately loved this man who
paid no heed to obstacles and who had brought happiness to her in spite
of her efforts. She blessed heaven for rejecting her sacrifice, and,
instead of scolding Raymon, she was very near thanking him.
As for him, he knew already that she loved him. He needed not to see the
joy that shone through her tears to realize that he was master, and that
he could venture. He gave her no time to question him, but, changing
rôles with her, vouchsafing no explanation of his unlooked-for
presence, and no apology intended to make him seem less guilty than he
was, he said:
"You are weeping, Indiana. Why do you weep? I insist upon knowing."
She started when he called her by her name; but there was additional joy
in the surprise which that audacity caused her.
"Why do you ask?" she said. "I must not tell you."
"Well, I know, Indiana. I know your whole history, your whole life.
Nothing that concerns you is unknown to me, because nothing that
concerns you is indifferent to me. I resolved to know everything about
you, and I have learned nothing that was not revealed to me during the
brief moment that I passed under your roof, when I was brought, all
crushed and bleeding, to your feet, and your husband was angry to see
you, so lovely and so kind, support me with your soft arms and pour balm
upon my wounds with your sweet breath. He was jealous? oh! I can readily
understand it; I should have been, in his place, Indiana; or rather, in
his place, I would kill myself; for to be your husband, madame, to
possess you, to hold you in his arms, and not to deserve you, not to win
your heart, is to be the most miserable or the most dastardly of men!"
"O heaven! hush," she cried, putting her hand over his mouth; "hush! for
you make me guilty. Why do you speak to me of him? why seek to teach me
to curse him? If he should hear you! But I have said no evil of him; I
have not authorized you to commit this crime! I do not hate him; I
esteem him, I love him!"
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