France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
The next morning Raymon, on waking, received a second letter from Noun.
He did not toss this one disdainfully aside; on the contrary, he opened
it eagerly: it might have something to say of Madame Delmare. So, in
fact, it did; but in what an embarrassing position this complication of
intrigues placed Raymon! It had become impossible to conceal the girl's
secret. Already suffering and terror had thinned her cheeks. Madame
Delmare observed her ailing condition, but was unable to discover its
cause. Noun dreaded the colonel's severity, but she dreaded her
mistress's gentleness even more. She was very sure that she would obtain
forgiveness, but she would die of shame and grief in being forced to
make the confession. What would become of her if Raymon were not careful
to protect her from the humiliations that were certain to overwhelm her!
He must give some thought to her, or she would throw herself at Madame
Delmare's feet and tell her the whole story.
The fear of this result had a powerful effect upon Monsieur de Ramière.
His first thought was to separate Noun from her mistress.
"Be very careful not to speak without my consent," he wrote in reply.
"Try and be in Lagny this evening. I will be there."
On his way thither he reflected as to the course he had better pursue.
Noun had common sense enough not to expect a reparation--that was out of
the question. She had never dared to utter the word marriage, and
because she was discreet and generous, Raymon deemed himself less
guilty. He said to himself that he had not deceived her, and that Noun
must have foreseen what her fate must be. The cause of Raymon's
embarrassment was not any hesitation about offering the poor girl half
of his fortune; he was ready to enrich her, to take all the care of her
that the most sensitive delicacy could suggest. What made his position
so painful was the necessity of telling her that he no longer loved her;
for he did not know how to dissemble. Although his conduct at this
crisis seems two-faced and treacherous, his heart was sincere, and had
always been. He had loved Noun with his senses; he loved Madame Delmare
with all his heart. Thus far he had lied to neither. His aim now was to
avoid beginning to lie, and Raymon felt equally incapable of deceiving
Noun and of dealing her the fatal blow. He must make a choice between a
cowardly and a barbarous act. Raymon was very unhappy. He had come to no
decision when he reached the gate of Lagny park.
Noun, for her part, had not expected so prompt a reply, and had
recovered a little hope.
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