France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
"I thank you," he said, "for all the preparations you have made for me;
I thank you especially for bringing me here, but I have enjoyed this
pleasant surprise long enough. Let us leave this room; we are not in our
proper place here, and I must have some respect for Madame Delmare, even
in her absence."
"That is very cruel," said Noun, who did not understand him, but
remarked his cold and displeased manner; "it is very hard to have had
such hopes of pleasing you and to see that you spurn me."
"No, dear Noun, I shall never spurn you; I came here to have a serious
talk with you and to show you the deep affection that I owe you. I am
grateful for your desire to please me; but I loved you better adorned by
your youth and your natural charms than in this borrowed finery."
Noun half understood and wept.
"I am a miserable creature," she said; "I hate myself, for I no longer
please you. I should have foreseen that you would not love me long,
being, as I am, a poor, uneducated girl. I do not reproach you for
anything. I knew well enough that you would not marry me; but if you
would have kept on loving me, I would have sacrificed everything without
a regret, endured everything without complaining. Alas! I am ruined! I
am dishonored! perhaps I shall be turned out-of-doors. I am going to
give life to a creature who will be even more unfortunate than I am, and
no one will pity me. Everyone will feel that he has a right to trample
on me. But I would joyfully submit to all that, if you still loved me."
Noun talked thus a long while. Perhaps she did not repeat the same
words, but she said the same things, and said them a hundred times more
eloquently than I can say them. Where are we to look for the secret of
the eloquence which suddenly reveals itself to an ignorant,
inexperienced mind in the crisis of a genuine passion and a profound
sorrow? At such times words have a greater value than in all the other
scenes of life; at such times trivial words become sublime by reason of
the sentiment that dictates them and the accent with which they are
spoken. At such times the woman of the lowest rank, abandoning herself
to the frenzy of her emotions, becomes more pathetic and more convincing
than her to whom education has taught moderation and reserve.
Raymon was flattered to find that he had inspired so generous an
attachment, and gratitude, compassion, perhaps a little vanity,
rekindled love for a moment.
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