France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
"Woe is me!" she cried as she entered her room, after learning of
Raymon's impending visit. "A curse on that man, who has entered this
house only to bring despair and death! O God! why dost Thou permit him
to come between Thee and me, to take command of my destiny at his
pleasure, so that he has only to put out his hand and say: 'She is mine!
I will derange her reason, I will bring desolation into her life; and if
she resists me I will spread mourning around her, I will encompass her
with remorse, regrets and alarms!' O God! it is not fair that a poor
woman should be so persecuted!"
She wept bitterly; for the thought of Raymon revived the memory of Noun,
more vivid and heartrending than ever.
"Poor Noun! my poor playmate! my countrywoman, my only friend!" she
exclaimed sorrowfully; "that man is your murderer. Unhappy child! his
influence was fatal to you as to me! You loved me so dearly, you were
the only one who could divine my sorrows and mitigate them by your
artless gayety! Woe to me who have lost you! Was it for this that I
brought you from so far away! By what wiles did that man surprise your
good faith and induce you to do such a despicable thing? Ah! he must
have deceived you shamefully, and you did not realize your error until
you saw my indignation! I was too harsh, Noun, I was so harsh that I was
downright cruel; I drove you to despair, I killed you! Poor girl! why
did you not wait a few hours until the wind had blown away my resentment
like a wisp of straw! Why did you not come and weep on my bosom and say:
'I was deceived; I acted without knowing what I was doing, but you know
well enough that I respect you and love you!'--I would have taken you in
my arms, we would have wept together, and you would not be dead. Dead!
dead so young and so lovely and so full of life! Dead at nineteen and
such a ghastly death!"
While thus weeping for her companion, Indiana, unknown to herself, wept
also for her three days of illusion, the loveliest days of her life, the
only days when she had really lived; for during those three days she had
loved with a passion which Raymon, had he been the most presumptuous of
men, could never have imagined. But the blinder and more violent that
love had been, the more keenly had she felt the insult she had received;
the first love of a heart like hers contains so much modesty and
sensitive delicacy!
And yet Indiana had yielded to a burst of shame and anger rather than to
a well-matured determination. I have no doubt that Raymon would have
obtained his pardon had he been allowed a few more minutes in which to
plead for it. But fate had defeated his love and his address, and Madame
Delmare honestly believed now that she hated him.
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