Free will and determinism -- Fiction; Philosophy -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Science fiction; War stories
A mood of black frustration swept over him and some perverse
stubbornness of his human nature rebelled at this supine abnegation. He
knew that he was going to die, and his one last defiant act would be to
die in a way of his own choosing. He walked straight ahead.
As he opened the door and stepped into a long green-carpeted room he
found himself facing three guards. They held guns and the guns were all
aimed at him.
Even before he observed that the guards were firing, he felt the
killing slugs enter his body. He knew the bullets had reached vital
organs and that he was about to die. Within him he felt the Force,
angry and rebuking.
He felt a wrench at the core of his body structure--and he was
walking--walking--endlessly--down a long corridor. On the walls to
either side of him were the figures of harvesters painted on yellow
murals. His body was alive and vital. He walked on, through a doorway
and out into a courtyard before he realized what had happened. The
Force had turned time backward! He was once more on his way to shoot
Koski. He was exactly the same as he had been the last time but with
the addition of his memories of having been shot. And the silent
warning that came to him never to expect another second chance. That
could not be repeated.
This time when he came to the fatal door there was no surge of
rebellion and he did not hesitate. He walked around the house until he
came to the basement entrance. Cement steps led downward. Two guards
were waiting for him there. One guard fell as Buckmaster fired, but he
knew with a terrible certainty that he would not be able to kill the
other in time to save himself.
The guard's bullet crashed into Buckmaster's diaphragm and his body
jerked once but it did not stop its determined pacing forward.
Buckmaster fired again but even as he did he felt a second bullet enter
his body. It pierced his heart and he knew that he was dead. With
dimming vision he watched the guard fall over on his side as his own
bullet found its mark.
Even as Buckmaster realized that the bitter fever of life was over for
him he knew that his body would not stop. Without any directive from
the brain it was using the last of the suspended energy in its blood
and muscles to walk forward, driving with an awful exertion.
On he walked into the cement lined room. The General stood there,
oblivious to the noise about him. The hair on the crown of his head
parted violently as the bullet from the gun in Buckmaster's hand hit
its mark.
The gun became a weight too heavy for Buckmaster's lifeless fingers
and dropped to the floor. The last spark of life flickered for a brief
moment where it had fled in some inner recess of his brain and he felt
the Force for the last time. Two words it spoke. "Well done," and he
knew that at last his job was finished. Now he would return home!
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