Innocent : $b a tale of modern lifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Innocent : $b a tale of modern life
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“Oh, you cold-hearted, unkind thing!” cried impetuous Nelly, growing red
and angry. “After all we have done and tried to do to make you
comfortable! Don’t you care for anything or any one? Good heavens! how
can any girl be so indifferent! You deserve to have nobody care for you;
you deserve to be kept by yourself, to be allowed to do whatever you
please, never to be minded or thought of. You deserve--to be shaken!”
said Nelly, with all the heat of sudden passion.
Innocent turned round and looked at her, vaguely wondering; though she
did not comprehend the gentler emotions, she knew what it was to be
scolded. It was an experience she had gone through before. Her father
and Niccolo had both scolded her, and the sound was familiar. Perhaps it
might even have penetrated her apathy, and roused some sort of life in
her, had not poor Nelly been smitten by instant compunction, and gone
down metaphorically on her knees to expiate her fault.
“Oh, what a wretch I am,” cried Nelly, “to lose patience with you like
this, you poor, dear, little lonely child. I dare say you will care for
us in time. I did not mean to be disagreeable, Innocent. It was only
disappointment and vexation, and my horrid temper. Forgive me, won’t
you?” she said, taking the girl’s hand. Innocent let it drop as soon as
she could extricate her fingers. She was moved only to wonder, and a
feeling scarcely lively enough to be called impatience--weariness of
this perpetual emotion. Nelly seemed to her to be always laughing or
crying, always demanding sympathy, requiring to be responded to, asking
answers which by no strain of her nature could Innocent give.
“Oh, don’t!” she said, as her cousin put her arms round her and pleaded
for pardon. Poor Nelly, transported with anger and repulsed kindness,
had nearly blazed up again, but fortunately restrained herself, looking
with a kind of dismay at the other’s composure, which, indeed, was a
little disturbed by confused amazement, but nothing more.
“You are a very strange girl,” she said, drawing away with a feeling of
offence which had never before surmounted her friendliness and pity;
“but if you will keep us all at arm’s length, I suppose you must be
allowed to do it. If you wish for it very much mamma, I am sure, will
let you have this room.”
“I could sleep there,” said Innocent, pointing to a hard little settee,
which Nelly knew was far from luxurious.
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