Innocent : $b a tale of modern lifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Innocent : $b a tale of modern life
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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“Oh, you need not be afraid. I shall take care that you are
comfortable,” said indignant Nelly, and she went away down-stairs with
dignity to lay the case before her mother. “You know the way back to
your own room?” she said, pausing at the door. “As it is Sunday we
cannot make the change to-day.” Innocent heard, and gazed at her, but
made no answer. She did not know how she had offended her cousin;
neither, it is true, did she care; but yet a certain surprise awoke in
her mind. Why was Nelly angry? What was there to make any one angry?
Innocent did not connect the “scolding” which she was aware of with
anything that might have called it forth. Scolding was in her experience
a phenomenon by itself, not attached by way of cause and effect to any
other phenomena. Many times in her life she had been scolded; but very
seldom could she have told why. In this present case the cause was one
entirely beyond her moral grasp. If she had broken a china tea cup or
torn a dress, these would have been tangible causes of displeasure,
which her mind could have taken in; but this was altogether mysterious.
Perhaps it was partially owing to the strange way in which she had been
brought up, and the absence of natural love in her early life, that
Innocent’s entire mental constitution was of so peculiar a kind. She had
no consciousness of the home affections, no need of them, no perception
of their sweetness. Whether there might not be in her the capacity for a
great love was yet unproved; but she had no affections. Such a condition
of nature is not so rare perhaps as we think. There are both men and
women who can love with passion the lover or the mistress, the husband
or the wife, but who remain through all the warmth of that one
possibility cold as death to all other affections. The decorous guise of
ordinary life prevents such natures from making themselves fully visible
in many cases. But Innocent was like a savage; she was unaware of the
necessity of those gentle pretences and veils of apparent feeling which
hold civilized life together. Therefore she sinned openly, and, so to
speak, innocently, against the softer natural sentiments which are
general to humanity, yet did not exist in her own bosom. She knew
nothing about them, and she had never been taught to feign a virtue
which she did not possess.
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