Innocent : $b a tale of modern lifeOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Innocent : $b a tale of modern life
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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She sat in her newly-found refuge till she was thoroughly chilled with
cold, and gazing from the window she found out an object which exercised
some influence upon her afterwards, and got her into some immediate
trouble. This was a little chapel in the distant road, which some freak
of her imagination connected with that little church of the Spina which
she had been in the habit of frequenting in Pisa in so strange and
passive a way. I need not tell the gentle reader that the Methodist
chapel in the Brighton-road was profoundly unlike any chapel ever
dedicated to Our Lady. This particular Little Bethel, however, was
ornamented in front with some stucco pinnacles and tabernacle work,
which caught at a stray corner of Innocent’s memory. She had been taken
to church that very morning, to a church utterly unlike Santa Maria
della Spina--a huge place, with pews and galleries full of people, where
she had looked on at a service of which she had very little knowledge,
and listened to a sermon which she never attempted to understand. A
longing for her old haunt came upon her as she saw the place which
seemed to recall it to her mind. If she could but get there it seemed to
her that part of her old life--with which she had never been
dissatisfied--would come back.
Innocent had so far felt the thrill of awakening novelty and change as
to know that her present life was not satisfactory, though rather in the
instinctive way of sensation than by any conscious thought. The little
chapel possessed her not with any idea of improvement or knowledge to be
gained, but only as a possible means of drawing back to her a scrap of
the past. Innocent had a consciousness that were she to rush out
immediately to find this place she would be stopped and “scolded,” or
perhaps locked in, and prevented for ever from gratifying her wish, so
she resisted her impulse to go at once. The dreary afternoon by this
time was over, and the dressing-bell sounded its welcome summons through
the house. Frederick was dining out, so that there was nothing to detain
her in the drawing-room during the evening. She stole up to her room as
soon as dinner was over, and, taking her old velvet cloak from her
trunk, and the old black hat which she had worn in Pisa, stole very
carefully down-stairs, and out into the darkness. Nobody saw her making
her stealthy exit, and it was with a strange sense of bewildered freedom
mixed with fear that she found herself out of doors alone, in the
drizzling rain and darkness. She had no superstitious terrors, however,
of any kind, her imagination being too little active to make them
possible, and she had run down the long dark stairs of the Palazzo
Scaramucci too often to be afraid merely of the dark. It was the
novelty, the uncertainty as to how to turn and where to go that moved
her. However, Innocent had the good fortune which so often attends the
beginning of a foolish enterprise. By a maze of muddy turnings, which
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