He did not follow her, but acting on the sudden impulse of his mind he
entered the house and went up to Innocent's deserted room. He opened
the door hesitatingly,--the little study, in its severe simplicity and
neatness, looked desolate--like an empty shrine from which the
worshipped figure had been taken. He trod softly across the floor,
hushing his footsteps, as though some one slept whom he feared to wake,
and his eyes wandered from one familiar object to another till they
rested on the shelves where the old vellum-bound books, which Innocent
had loved and studied so much, were ranged in orderly rows. Taking one
or two of them out he glanced at their title-pages;--he knew that most
of them were rare and curious, though his Oxford training had not
impressed him with as great a love of things literary as it might or
should have done. But he realised that these strange black-letter and
manuscript volumes were of unique value, and that their contents, so
difficult to decipher, were responsible for the formation of Innocent's
guileless and romantic spirit, colouring her outlook on life with a
glamour of rainbow brilliancy which, though beautiful, was unreal. One
quaint little book he opened had for its title--"Ye Whole Art of Love,
Setting Forth ye Noble Manner of Noble Knights who woulde serve their
Ladies Faithfullie in Death as in Lyfe"--this bore the date of 1590. He
sighed as he put it back in its place.
"Ah, well," he said, half aloud, "these books are hers, and I'll keep
them for her--but I believe they've done her a lot of mischief, and I
don't love them! They've made her see the world as it is not--and life
as it never will be! And she has got strange fancies into her
head--fancies which she will run after like a child chasing pretty
butterflies--and when the butterflies are caught, they die, much to the
child's surprise and sorrow! My poor little Innocent! She has gone out
alone into the world, and the world will break her heart! Oh dearest
little love, come back to me!"
He sat down in her vacant chair and covered his face with his hands,
giving himself up to the relief of unwitnessed tears. Above his head
shone the worn glitter of the old armoured device of the "Sieur Amadis"
with its motto--"Mon coeur me soutien"--and only a psychist could have
thought or imagined it possible that the spirit of the old French
knight of Tudor times might still be working through clouds of
circumstance and weaving the web of the future from the torn threads of
the past. And when Robin had regained his self-possession and had left
the room, there was yet a Presence in its very emptiness,--the silent
assertion of an influence which if it had been given voice and speech
might have said--"Do what you consider is your own will and intention,
but _I_ am still your Master!--and all your thoughts and wishes are but
the reflex of MY desire!"
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