It was soon known in the village that Innocent had left Briar
Farm--"run away," the gossips said, eager to learn more. But they could
get no information out of Robin Clifford or Priscilla Priday, and the
labourers on the farm knew nothing. The farm work was going on as
usual--that was all they cared about. Mr. Clifford was very
silent--Miss Priday very busy. However, all anxiety and suspense came
to an end very speedily so far as Innocent's safety was concerned, for
in a few days letters arrived from her--both for Robin and
Priscilla--kind, sweetly-expressed letters full of the tenderest
affection.
"Do not be at all sorry or worried about me, dear good Priscilla!" she
wrote. "I know I am doing right to be away from Briar Farm for a
time--and I am quite well and happy. I have been very fortunate in
finding rooms with a lady who is very kind to me, and as soon as I feel
I can do so I will let you know my address. But I don't want anyone
from home to come and see me--not yet!--not for a very long time! It
would only make me sad--and it would make you sad too! But be quite
sure it will not be long before you see me again."
Her letter to Robin was longer and full of restrained feeling:
"I know you are very unhappy, you kind, loving boy," it ran. "You have
lost me altogether--yes, that is true--but do not mind, it is better
so, and you will love some other girl much more than me some day. I
should have been a mistake in your life had I stayed with you. You will
see me again--and you will then understand why I left Briar Farm. I
could not wrong the memory of the Sieur Amadis, and if I married you I
should be doing a wicked thing to bring myself, who am base-born, into
his lineage. Surely you do understand how I feel? I am quite safe--in a
good home, with a lady who takes care of me--and as soon as I can I
will let you know exactly where I am--then if you ever come to London I
will see you. But your work is on Briar Farm--that dear and beloved
home!--and you will keep up its old tradition and make everybody happy
around you. Will you not? Yes! I am sure you will! You MUST, if ever
you loved me. "INNOCENT."
With this letter his last hope died within him. She would never be
his--never, never! Some dim future beckoned her in which he had no
part--and he confronted the fact as a brave soldier fronts the guns,
with grim endurance, aware, yet not afraid of death.
"If ever I loved her!" he thought. "If ever I cease to love her then I
shall be as stone-cold a man as her fetish of a French knight, the
Sieur Amadis! Ah, my little Innocent, in time to come you may
understand what love is--perhaps to your sorrow!--you may need a strong
defender--and I shall be ready! Sooner or later--now or years hence--if
you call me, I shall answer. I would find strength to rise from my
death-bed and go to you if you wanted me! For I love you, my little
love! I love you, and nothing can change me. Only once in a life-time
can a man love any woman as I love you!"
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