"You cannot forgive me, then?" she said.
He shuddered.
"Forgive you! Is there a man who could forgive twenty years of
deliberate deception from the wife he thought the soul of honour?
Maude, Maude! We live in lax times truly, when men and women laugh at
principle and good faith, and deal with each other less honestly than
the beasts of the field,--but for me there is a limit!--a limit you
have passed! I think I could pardon your wrong to me more readily than
I can pardon your callous desertion of the child you brought into the
world--your lack of womanliness--motherliness!--your deliberate refusal
to give Pierce Armitage the chance of righting the wrong he had
committed in a headstrong, heart-strong rush of thoughtless
passion!--he WOULD have righted it, I know, and been a loyal husband to
you, and a good father to his child. For whatever his faults were he
was neither callous nor brutal. You prevented him from doing this,--you
were tired of him--your so-called 'love' for him was a mere selfish
caprice of the moment--and you preferred deceit and a rich marriage to
the simple duty of a woman! Well!--you may find excuses for
yourself,--I cannot find them for you! I could not remain by your side
as a husband and run the risk of coming constantly in contact, as we
did last night, with that innocent girl, placed as she is, in a
situation of so much difficulty, by the sins of her parents--her
mother, my wife!--her father, my dead friend! The position is, and
would be untenable!"
Still she stood, looking at him.
"Have you done?" she asked.
He met her fixed gaze, coldly.
"I have. I have said all I wish to say. So far as I am concerned the
incident is closed. I will only bid you good-night--and farewell!"
"Good-night--and farewell!" she repeated, with a mocking drawl,--then
she suddenly burst into a fit of shrill laughter. "Oh dear, oh dear!"
she cried, between little screams of hysterical mirth--"You are so very
funny, you know! Like--what's-his-name?--Marius in the ruins of
Carthage!--or one of those antique classical bores with their household
gods broken around them! You--you ought to have lived in their
days!--you are so terribly behind the times!" She laughed recklessly
again. "We don't do the Marius and Carthage business now--life's too
full and too short! Really, Richard, I'm afraid you're getting very
old!--poor dear!--past sixty I know!--and you're quite prehistoric in
some of your fancies!--'Good-night!'--er--'and farewell!' Sounds so
stagey, doesn't it!" She wiped the spasmodic tears of mirth from her
eyes, and still shaking with laughter gathered up her rich ermine wrap
on one white, jewelled arm. "Womanliness--motherliness!--good Lord,
deliver us!--I never thought you likely to preach at me--if I had I
wouldn't have told you anything! I took you for a sensible man of the
world--but you are only a stupid old-fashioned thing after all!
Good-night!--and farewell!"
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