She performed the taunting travesty of an elaborate Court curtsey and
passed him--a handsome, gleaming vision of satins, laces and glittering
jewels--and opening the door with some noise and emphasis, she turned
her head gracefully over her shoulder. Unkind laughter still lit up her
face and hard, brilliant eyes.
"Good-night!--farewell!" she said again, and was gone.
For a moment he stood inert where she left him--then sinking into a
chair he covered his face with his hands. So he remained for some
time--silently wrestling with himself and his own emotions. He had to
realise that at an age when he might naturally have looked for a
tranquil home life--a life tended and soothed into its natural decline
by the care and devotion of the wife he had undemonstratively but most
tenderly loved, he was suddenly cast adrift like the hulk of an old
battleship broken from its moorings, with nothing but solitude and
darkness closing in upon his latter days. Then he thought of the
girl,--his wife's child--the child too of his college chum and dearest
friend,--he saw, impressed like a picture on the cells of his brain,
her fair young face, pathetic eyes and sweet intelligence of
expression,--he remembered how modestly she wore her sudden fame, as a
child might wear a wild flower,--and, placed by her parentage in a
difficulty for which she was not responsible, she must have suffered
considerable pain and sorrow.
"I will go and see her to-morrow," he said to himself--"It will be
better for her to know that I have heard all her sad little
history--then--if she ever wants a friend she can come to me without
fear. Ah!--if only she were MY daughter!"
He sighed,--his handsome old head drooped,--he had longed for children
and the boon had been denied.
"If she were my daughter," he repeated, slowly--"I should be a proud
man instead of a sorrowful one!"
He turned off the lights in the library and went upstairs to his
bedroom. Outside his wife's door he paused a moment, thinking he heard
a sound,--but all was silent. Imagining that he probably would not
sleep he placed a book near his bedside--but nature was kind to his age
and temperament, and after about an hour of wakefulness and sad
perplexity, all ruffling care was gradually smoothed away from his
mind, and he fell into a deep and dreamless slumber.
Meanwhile Lady Blythe had been disrobed by a drowsy maid whom she
sharply reproached for being sleepy when she ought to have been wide
awake, though it was long past midnight,--and dismissing the girl at
last, she sat alone before her mirror, thinking with some pettishness
of the interview she had just had with her husband.
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