Fame, or notoriety, whichever that special noise may be called when the
world like a hound "gives tongue" and announces that the quarry in some
form of genius is at bay, is apt to increase its clamour in proportion
to the aloofness of the pursued animal,--and Innocent, who saw nothing
remarkable in remaining somewhat secluded and apart from the ordinary
routine of social life so feverishly followed by more than half her
sex, was very soon classified as "proud"--"eccentric"--"difficult" and
"vain," by idle and ignorant persons who knew nothing about her, and
only judged her by their own limited conceptions of what a successful
author might or could possibly be like. Some of these, more foolish
than the rest, expressed themselves as afraid or unwilling to meet
her--"lest she should put them into her books"--this being a common
form of conceit with many individuals too utterly dull and
uninteresting to "make copy" for so much as the humblest paragraphist.
It was quite true that she showed herself sadly deficient in the
appreciation of society functions and society people,--to her they
seemed stupid and boresome, involving much waste of precious time,--but
notwithstanding this, she was invited everywhere, and the accumulation
of "R.S.V.P." cards on her table and desk made such a formidable heap
that it was quite a business to clear them, as she did once a week,
with the assistance of the useful waste-paper basket. As a writer her
popularity was unquestionable, and so great and insistent was the
public demand for anything from her pen that she could command her own
terms from any publishing quarter. Her good fortune made very little
effect upon her,--sometimes it seemed as if she hardly realised or
cared to realise it. She had odd, almost child-like ways of spending
some of her money in dainty "surprise" gifts to her friends--that is to
say, such friends as had shown her kindness,--beautiful flowers and
fruit for invalids--choice wines for those who needed yet could not
afford them,--a new drawing-room carpet for Miss Leigh, which was, in
the old lady's opinion, a most important and amazing affair!--costly
furs, also for Miss Leigh,--and devices and adornments of all sorts for
the pleasure, beauty or comfort of the house--but on herself personally
she spent nothing save what was necessary for such dress and appearance
as best accorded with her now acknowledged position. Dearly as she
would have loved to shower gifts and benefits on the inhabitants of
never-forgotten Briar Farm, she knew that if she did anything of the
kind poor lonely old Priscilla Friday and patiently enduring Robin
Clifford were more likely to be hurt than gratified. For a silence had
fallen between that past life, which had been like a wild rose
blossoming in a country lane, and the present one, which resembled a
wonderful orchid flower, flaming in heat under glass,--and though she
wrote to Robin now and again, and he replied, his letters were
restrained and formal--almost cold.
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