He laughed at himself however for this very thought. He had always
pooh-pooh'd the idea of love as having anything divine or uplifting in
its action,--nevertheless in his more sincere moments he was bound to
confess that since he had known Innocent his very art had gained a
certain breadth and subtlety which it had lacked before. It was a
pleasure to him to see her eyes shine with pride in his work, to hear
her voice murmur dulcet praises of his skill, and for a time he took
infinite pains with all his subjects, putting the very best of himself
into his drawing and colouring with results that were brilliant and
convincing enough to ensure success for all his efforts.
Sometimes--lost in a sudden fit of musing--he wondered how his life
would shape itself if he married her? He had avoided marriage as a man
might avoid hanging,--considering it, not without reason, the possible
ruin of an artist's greater career. Among many men he had known, men of
undoubted promise, it had proved the fatal step downward from the high
to the low. One particular "chum" of his own, a gifted painter, had
married a plump rosy young woman with "a bit o' money," as the country
folks say,--and from that day had been steadily dragged down to the
domestic level of sad and sordid commonplace. Instead of studying form
and colour, he was called upon to examine drains and superintend the
plumber, mark house linen and take care of the children--his wife
believing in "making a husband useful." Of regard for his art or
possible fame she had none,--while his children were taught to regard
his work in that line as less important than if he had been a
bricklayer at so much pence the hour.
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