The vacant air, the vacant fields looked blankly irresponsive. They had
no sympathy to give,--they never have. To great Mother Nature it is not
important how or why a child is born, though she occasionally decides
that it shall be of the greatest importance how and why the child shall
live. What does it matter to the forces of creative life whether it is
brought into the world "basely," as the phrase goes, or honourably? The
child exists,--it is a human entity--a being full of potential good or
evil,--and after a certain period of growth it stands alone, and its
parents have less to do with it than they imagine. It makes its own
circumstances and shapes its own career, and in many cases the less it
is interfered with the better. But Innocent could not reason out her
position in any cold-blooded or logical way. She was too young and too
unhappy. Everything that she had taken pride in was swept from her at
once. Only that very morning she had made one of her many pilgrimages
down to the venerable oak beneath whose trailing branches the Sieur
Amadis de Jocelin lay, covered by the broad stone slab on which he had
carved his own likeness, and she had put a little knot of the "Glory"
roses between his mailed hands which were folded over the cross on his
breast, and she had said to the silent effigy:
"It is the last day of the haymaking, Sieur Amadis! You would be glad
to see the big crop going in if you were here!"
She was accustomed to talk to the old stone knight in this fanciful
way,--she had done so all her life ever since she could remember. She
had taken an intense pride in thinking of him as her ancestor; she had
been glad to trace her lineage back over three centuries to the
love-lorn French noble who had come to England in the train of the Due
d'Anjou--and now--now she knew she had no connection at all with
him,--that she was an unnamed, unbaptised nobody--an unclaimed waif of
humanity whom no one wanted! No one in all the world--except Robin! He
wanted her;--but perhaps when he knew her true history his love would
grow cold. She wondered whether it would be so. If it were she would
not mind very much. Indeed it would be best, for she felt she could
never marry him.
"No, not if I loved him with all my heart!" she said,
passionately--"Not without a name!--not till I have made a name for
myself, if only that were possible!"
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