He looked at her tenderly. The dark cloak about her had fallen a little
aside, and showed a gleam of white neck emerging from snowy drapery
underneath--it was, to his fancy, as though a white rose-petal had been
suddenly and delicately unfurled. He longed to kiss that virginal
whiteness, and trembled at the audacity of his own desire.
"Yes, dear, tell me!" he murmured, abstractedly, scarcely thinking of
what he was saying, and only conscious of the thrill and ecstasy of
love which seemed to him the one thing necessary for existence in earth
or heaven.
And so, with her hands still warmly held in his, she told him all. In a
sad voice, with lowered eyes and quivering lips, she related her
plaintive little history, disclosing her unbaptised shame,--her unowned
parentage,--her desperately forlorn and lonely condition. And Robin
listened--amazed and perplexed.
"It seems to be all my fault," concluded Innocent, sorrowfully--"and
yet it is not really so! Of course I ought never to have been born--but
I couldn't help it, could I? And now it seems quite wrong for me to
even live!--I am not wanted--and ever since I was twelve years old your
Uncle has only kept me out of charity--"
But at this Robin started as though some one had struck him.
"Innocent!" he exclaimed--"Do not say such a thing!--do not think it!
Uncle Hugo has LOVED you!--and you--you have loved him!"
She drew her hands away from his and covered her face.
"I know!--I know!" and her tears fell fast again--"But I am not his,
and he is not mine!"
Robin was silent. The position was so unexpected and bewildering that
he hardly knew what to say. But chiefly he felt that he must try and
comfort this little weeping angel, who, so far as he was concerned,
held his life subservient to her charm. He began talking softly and
cheerily:
"Why should it matter so much?" he said. "If you do not know who you
are--if none of us know--it may be more fortunate for you than you can
imagine! We cannot tell! Your own father may claim you--your own
mother--such things are quite possible! You may be like the princess of
a fairy-tale--rich people may come and take you away from Briar Farm
and from me--and you will be too grand to think of us any more, and I
shall only be the poor farmer in your eyes--you will wonder how you
could ever have spoken to me--"
"Robin!" Her hands dropped from her face and she looked at him in
reproachful sadness. "Why do you say this? You know it could never be
true!--never! If I had a father who cared for me, he would not have
forgotten--and my mother, if she were a true mother, would have tried
to find me long ago! No, Robin!--I ought to have died when I was a
baby. No one wants me--I am a deserted child--'base-born,' as your
Uncle Hugo says,--and of course he is right--but the sin of it is not
mine!"
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