With a deprecatory shake of her head, and a faint smile, Innocent
turned away, and passed through the curious tortuous little corridor
that led to her own room. Once safely inside that quiet sanctum where
the Sieur Amadis of long ago had "found peace," she set her candle down
on the oak table and remained standing by it for some moments, lost in
thought. The pale glimmer of the single light was scarcely sufficient
to disperse the shadows around her, but the lattice window was open and
admitted a shaft of moonlight which shed a pearly radiance on her
little figure, clothed in its simple white gown. Had any artist seen
her thus, alone and absorbed in sorrowful musing, he might have taken
her as a model of Psyche after her god had flown. She was weary and
anxious--life had suddenly assumed for her a tragic aspect. Old
Jocelyn's manner had puzzled her--he was unlike himself, and she
instinctively felt that he had some secret trouble on his mind. What
could it be? she wondered. Not about herself and Robin--for were he as
keen on "putting up the banns" as he had been in the morning he would
not have allowed the matter to rest. He would have asked straight
questions, and he would have expected plain answers,--and they would,
in accordance with the secret understanding they had made with each
other, have deceived him. Now there was no deception necessary--he
seemed to have forgotten--at least for the present--his own dearest
desire. With a sigh, half of pain, half of relief, she seated herself
at the table, and opening its one deep drawer with a little key which
she always wore round her neck, she began to turn over her beloved pile
of manuscript, and this occupied her for several minutes. Presently she
looked up, her eyes growing brilliant with thought, and a smile on her
lips.
"I really think it might do!" she said, aloud--"I should not be afraid
to try! Who knows what might happen? I can but fail--or succeed. If I
fail, I shall have had my lesson--if I succeed--"
She leaned her head on her two hands, ruffling up her pretty hair into
soft golden-brown rings.
"If I succeed!--ah!--if I do! Then I'll pay back everything I owe to
Dad and Briar Farm!--oh, no! I can never pay back my debt to Briar
Farm!--that would be impossible! Why, the very fields and trees and
flowers and birds have made me happy!--happier than I shall ever be
after I have said good-bye to them all!--good-bye even to the Sieur
Amadis!"
Quick tears sprang to her eyes--and the tapering light of the candle
looked blurred and dim.
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