"Yes, after all," she went on, still talking to the air, "it's better
and braver to try to do something in the world, rather than throw
myself upon Robin, and be cowardly enough to take him for a husband
when I don't love him. Just for comfort and shelter and Briar Farm! It
would be shameful. And I could not marry a man unless I loved him quite
desperately!--I could not! I'm not sure that I like the idea of
marriage at all,--it fastens a man and woman together for life, and the
time might come when they would grow tired of each other. How cruel and
wicked it would be to force them to endure each other's company when
they perhaps wished the width of the world between them! No--I don't
think I should care to be married--certainly not to Robin."
She put her manuscript by, and shut and locked the drawer containing
it. Then she went to the open lattice window and looked out--and
thought of the previous night, when Robin had swung himself up on the
sill to talk to her, and they had been all unaware that Ned Landon was
listening down below. A flush of anger heated her cheeks as she
recalled this and all that Robin had told her of the unprepared attack
Landon had made upon him and the ensuing fight between them. But now?
Was it not very strange that Landon should apparently be in such high
favour with Hugo Jocelyn that he had actually been allowed to stay in
the market-town and enjoy a holiday, which for him only meant a bout of
drunkenness? She could not understand it, and her perplexity increased
the more she thought of it. Leaning far out over the window-sill, she
gazed long and lovingly across the quiet stretches of meadowland,
shining white in the showered splendour of the moon--the tall
trees--the infinite and harmonious peace of the whole scene,--then,
shutting the lattice, she pulled the curtains across it, and taking her
lit candle, went to her secluded inner sleeping-chamber, where, in the
small, quaintly carved four-poster bed, furnished with ancient tapestry
and lavendered linen, and covered up under a quilt embroidered three
centuries back by the useful fingers of the wife of Sieur Amadis de
Jocelin, she soon fell into a sound and dreamless slumber.
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