Now what? What should I do? I turned, as always, inward for advice and instructions. "Folks! Why didn't you stop me? Why did you let me do it? And now--what shall I do? Answer me, I say. Answer!" There was only an emptiness. It was a hollow, aching sensation. It seemed to me I could hear my questions echoing inside me with a lonely sound. I was alone. For the first time in nearly ten years, I was truly alone, with no one to turn to. They were gone! At last, after all these years, they were gone. I was free again, truly free. It was glorious to be free--wasn't it? The sheer joy of the thing brought a tightness to my throat, and I sniffled. I sniffled again. My nose was stuffy. The tightness in my throat grew tighter and became a pain. I sneezed. Was this joy--or a cold coming on? I shifted uneasily on the hospital bed and scratched at an itch on my left hip. Ouch! It was a pimple. My head ached. My throat hurt. I itched. Julia was dead. The police were coming. I was alone. What should I do? "Nurse!" I shouted at the top of my voice. "Nurse, come here. I want to send a wire. Rush. Urgent. To my aunt, Mrs. Helga Barth, the address is in my wallet. Say, 'Helga. Am desperately ill, repeat, ill. Please come at once. I must have help--from you.'" She'll come. I know she will. They've _got_ to let her. It was an accident, I swear, and I'm not too old. I'm still in wonderful shape, beautifully kept up. But I feel awful. Well--how do you suppose New England would feel today, if suddenly all of its inhabitants died? --WILLIAM W. STUART