Instead of the Thorn: A NovelBurnham, Clara Louise
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Instead of the Thorn: A Novel
Burnham, Clara Louise
Children of the rich -- Fiction; Love stories; Maine -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The latter's eyes regarded the open morocco box on the dresser, and
noted the lustrous pearls lying on their white velvet. "That necklace
means something special, I suppose," she thought, and winked away big
drops from her own sight.
"Maybe it'll do you good to cry, Linda," she said. "Did your father
give you the beads, dear?" she added tenderly, and the smooth hand
clutched hers tighter.
After a minute more of the sobbing silence, Miss Belinda reached out
her free hand and closed the morocco box.
"I wouldn't look over these things yet," she said; and Linda freed her
hand, and crossing her arms on the dresser rested her head upon them.
"I never did anything for Father," she declared in a choked voice.
Miss Barry thought this was probably true, and she winked hard in a big
struggle with her New England conscience.
"He didn't think that way," she replied at last.
"Yes. Yes, he thought that way."
"What do you mean, child?"
"He left me." The words seemed wrenched from the depths of grief.
Again Miss Barry's conscience objected to making the sweeping
contradiction for which the occasion called.
"How could he help that?" she asked at last, gently.
"He couldn't help it, but perhaps I could have helped it," came the
weary answer. "If I had been more to him--filled a larger place in his
life--been a companion instead of just his pet--"
Miss Barry felt coerced to extend meager comfort. "But your school,
Linda. I know your time was all taken up."
"Yes, because I let it be. I've wasted four years when I was old enough
to have been a companion to Father."
"Why, you had visits with him once a week. Supposing you had gone East
to college."
"That is something, no doubt," returned Linda, slowly lifting swollen
eyes and looking listlessly out of the window; "but I didn't make
myself count with him."
"Nonsense, child," said Miss Barry, trying to speak stoutly. "That's
morbid, isn't it?"
Linda shook her head slowly, still with the dreary eyes looking into
space.
Miss Barry sank into the nearest chair, and regarded the stricken girl
helplessly.
"I know you suffer, too, Aunt Belinda," said the girl, at last. "I know
I'm selfish, but life--everything--seems blotted out for me. It is
only once in a while that I can feel anything."
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