Instead of the Thorn: A NovelBurnham, Clara Louise
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Instead of the Thorn: A Novel
Burnham, Clara Louise
Children of the rich -- Fiction; Love stories; Maine -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Before Miss Barry's train had reached Chicago, Linda had received a
telegram conveying sympathy from Mrs. Porter. A pile of notes and
letters lay now unopened on her desk. Her sister had read the telegram
at the time of its arrival, and left it on the table beside Linda's
bed, where one day she read it; but the girl refused the least pressure
on her wound from even the most friendly and delicate fingers. This
very afternoon, when, tingling with excitement and antagonism, she
swept from the room, she passed the maid who was at the door, just
bringing in the mail. Somewhat hesitatingly the girl offered the
letters to her young mistress. She and all the other servants stood in
awe of the suffering that had so altered the jolly, careless, imperious
young woman.
Linda, her heart beating tumultuously with its indignation, accepted
the package automatically, and went on upstairs to her room.
She raised her hand to her throat in the effort to stop its choking,
and threw down the letters. The handwriting on the top one was familiar
and full of happy association. Here was one person who loved her, and
understood her, and whose patience had never failed.
With the picture vividly before her of the faces of her scandalized
sister and aunt, she caught up this letter and held it to her breast,
her large gaze fixed straight ahead. The kindly expression, the
humorous smile, the loving eyes of her teacher as they had rested on
her hundreds of times, strove with the other picture. She felt she
could bear to have Mrs. Porter talk to her. She moved to the door and
locked it, conscious suddenly that she was trembling; then she sank
into a chair and opened the letter.
_My dear Linda_ (it began),--
I have waited a full week to write to you because I felt that at first
you wouldn't care to read a letter even from me. Do you notice that
"even"? Yes, I feel sure you love me as I do you, sincerely, and it
gives me courage to talk to you just as if you were lying beside me on
these sun-warmed rocks, with the cool wind trying in spurts to snatch
off the duck hat that is shading my eyes. It can't succeed, for the
hat is tied on with the white veil you gave me. There is a little
scent of orris in it still, marking it as yours, and giving me the
pleasant feeling of one of your "bear's hugs."
I am sorry to be a thousand miles off from my little girl's troubles,
and so all this week I have been trying to know that the opposite of
this sense of separation is the truth; that all that I love in you is
mine still, and that the greater part of what I could do for you if
I were there it is my privilege to do here. The personal touch, the
interchange of loving looks, is dear to our human sense, but sometimes
even these get in the way of the loftier, broader mission which God's
children may perform for one another.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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