Instead of the Thorn: A NovelBurnham, Clara Louise
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Instead of the Thorn: A Novel
Burnham, Clara Louise
Children of the rich -- Fiction; Love stories; Maine -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Now, you do your best to fix it up, Mrs. Porter, and if you can
just get us to the Cape, then you can go off somewhere else where
there won't be any wet blanket to spoil your fun. Linda ought to be
outdoors; but I've never got her out once since we came back from the
cemetery. She asks every day if the cars are sold. She has it on the
brain to pay back everybody who lost anything in the catastrophe.
I'm hanging all my hopes on you, and am
Yours truly,
BELINDA BARRY.
While reading this letter Mrs. Porter's cheeks grew pink, and upon
finishing she fell into a prolonged brown study. So it was not
mercenary considerations which had altered Bertram's aspirations. Her
heart went out to him. She had never known till now how much she cared
for Bertram. The impulse attacked her to leave this peaceful scene and
take the first train for the spot where her loved ones were in such
distress; but Miss Barry's adjuration must be heeded. To get Linda away
from those scenes and associations was surely the first necessity.
Mrs. Porter found she had to meet and banish some resentment toward
the unhappy girl who could so ruthlessly add to another's woe. But she
had Linda's appeal. When one is bleeding one may be ruthless without
realizing; so again Mrs. Porter sat down and addressed herself to the
task of helping the sufferer:
_My dear Linda_ (she wrote),--
I'm not on the warm, breezy rocks to-day. A nor'easter is gathering,
and I am sitting in Miss Barry's living-room, where her good little
Blanche has let me build a roaring, glorious fire of birch logs. It
seems almost wicked to burn anything so beautiful as the white birch,
and yet anything so airy and poetical should not, perhaps, be allowed
to wither and fall into decay. Better, perhaps, that it should be
caught up in a chariot of flame.
If you knew how lovely it is here, how sweet the smells, how pure and
clear the silence of all save Nature's sounds, you would, I am sure,
take the first train out of Chicago. I have given up the hope of
persuading Bertram to leave. He would far rather die right there than
leave one duty to your father unperformed. I shall hope to go back in
August and get him to go West with me for a time before my teaching
begins.
I think of you every day, my little Linda. I received your note. We
do bleed when we are wounded; but blessed are they that mourn, for
they shall be comforted. The blessing of mourning is the finding of
real comfort--spiritual comfort; the oil of joy for mourning; the
realization that we need never mourn; that this world is not all; that
no good thing will He withhold from them that walk uprightly; that no
blessing is ever taken away from God's child.
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