I went to Paris. I went farther, and wandered about Germany. I tried
to amuse myself, and I failed miserably. With the aimless whims of an
idle and useless man come all sorts of suggestions for good
resolutions. One day I made up my mind that I would go and bury myself
in a German university for a time, and live simply like a poor student.
I started with the intention of going to Leipzig, determined to stay
there until some event should direct my life or change my humor, or
make an end of me altogether. The express train stopped at some
station of which I did not know the name. It was dusk on a winter's
afternoon, and I peered through the thick glass from my seat. Suddenly
another train came gliding in from the opposite direction, and stopped
alongside of ours. I looked at the carriage which chanced to be
abreast of mine, and idly read the black letters painted on a white
board swinging from the brass handrail: Berlin--Cologne--Paris. Then I
looked up at the window above. I started violently, and the cold
perspiration broke out upon my forehead. In the dim light, not six
feet from where I sat, I saw the face of a woman, the face I loved, the
straight, fine features, the strange eyes, the wonderful mouth, the
pale skin. Her head-dress was a dark veil which seemed to be tied
about her head and passed over the shoulders under her chin. As I
threw down the window and knelt on the cushioned seat, leaning far out
to get a better view, a long whistle screamed through the station,
followed by a quick series of dull, clanking sounds; then there was a
slight jerk, and my train moved on. Luckily the window was narrow,
being the one over the seat, beside the door, or I believe I would have
jumped out of it then and there. In an instant the speed increased,
and I was being carried swiftly away in the opposite direction from the
thing I loved.
For a quarter of an hour I lay back in my place, stunned by the
suddenness of the apparition. At last one of the two other passengers,
a large and gorgeous captain of the White Konigsberg Cuirassiers,
civilly but firmly suggested that I might shut my window, as the
evening was cold. I did so, with an apology, and relapsed into
silence. The train ran swiftly on for a long time, and it was already
beginning to slacken speed before entering another station, when I
roused myself and made a sudden resolution. As the carriage stopped
before the brilliantly lighted platform, I seized my belongings,
saluted my fellow-passengers, and got out, determined to take the first
express back to Paris.
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