"Rob, I'm ready. Bee knows exactly what we are to do. I want you to
know also, for upon the actions of you two, in a measure depends
my life. I shall sit here on the mattress. Perhaps, if I am more
distressed than I anticipate, I shall lie down. Bee will have charge of
the current. There will come a point in my departure when you must turn
off the current, disconnect the wires from me. If I am able, I will
tell you, or sign to you when that point is reached. If not--well then,
you must use your own judgment."
"But I--I have no idea--" I stammered. Suddenly I was trembling. The
responsibility thrust thus upon me seemed at that moment unbearable.
"Bee has," he interrupted quietly. "In general I should say you must
disconnect when I have reached the point where I am--" He halted as
though in doubt how to phrase it--"the point where I am half substance,
half shadow."
To my mind came a mental picture which then seemed very horrible; but
resolutely I put it from me.
"You're ready, Bee?" he asked.
"Quite ready, Will." She was counting out a number of the tiny pellets
with hands untrembling. The woman in Bee was put aside; she stood there
a scientist's assistant, cool, precise, efficient.
"I think I should like less light," he said; and he turned off all the
globes but one. It left the room in a flat, dull illumination. He took
a last glance around. The window sashes were up, but the shades were
lowered. A gentle breeze from outside fluttered one of them a trifle.
Across the room the spectre, brighter now, stood immobile. The clock
marked one minute of ten.
"Good," said Will. He seated himself cross-legged in the center of the
mattress. In an agony of confusion and helplessness I stood watching
while Bee attached the four wires to the garment he wore. One on each
of his upper arms, and about his thighs where the short trunks ended.
Again I stammered, "Will, is this--is this all you're going to tell us?"
He nodded. "All there is of importance.... A little tighter, Bee.
That's it--we must have a good contact."
"I mean," I persisted, "when you are--are shadow, will we be able to
see you?"
He gestured. "As you can see that thing over there, yes."
His very words seemed unavoidably horrid. Soon he would be--a thing, no
more.
"Shall you stay here, Will, where we can see you?"
He answered very soberly, "I do not know. That, and many other things,
I do not know. I will do my best to meet what comes."
"But you'll come back here--here to this room, I mean?"
"Yes--that is my intention. You are to wait here, in those chairs. One
of you always awake, you understand--for I will need you, in the coming
back."
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