He said, "Now." I saw his hand go to his mouth. Now I must take the
pellets. Within me a torrent of revulsion surged. I must take the
pellets--at once. Bee was raising her glass of water. My hand went
up; I felt the pellets in my mouth. Acrid. A faint acrid taste spread
on my tongue. And then with a gulp of the water I had swallowed them.
Breathless I waited, with heart thumping like a hammer, my head
reeling, not from the pellets but from this excitement, fright, which
swept me uncontrolled.
Will's voice said, "Rob. Your battery--switch it on."
My fingers found the little switch; pushed it. I felt a faint tingling
of my limbs; a sudden nausea possessed me; my senses whirled; the room,
which all at once had grown very sharp of outline, turned nearly black.
CHAPTER VI
THE MIND SET FREE
I did not faint, and in a moment I felt better. My vision cleared; the
room regained almost its normal aspect. But the nausea persisted. I
felt a desire to lie down. Will was sitting erect, but beyond him I saw
Bee lying on her side, facing us. I reclined on one elbow, holding up
my head that I might look around me.
The faintness was gone. The sweat of weakness was upon me, my forehead
cold and clammy; but I could feel my heart beating strongly. When was
the change to start? It seemed ages since I had taken those pellets.
Then I heard the hum. It sounded as though apart from me; but I knew
it was not for I could feel it. A vibration. Not of my knitted suit; a
vibration within me; within the very marrow of my bones.
My gaze was fixed upon the table across the room. Its outlines were
very sharp and clear, unnaturally so, with that sharpness of detail
which sometimes comes to the vision of one who is ill. Now they began
to blur--an unsteadiness as though I were looking through waves of
heat. Had the change started? I raised my hand, examined it. No change,
save that the receding blood had made it a little pale.
The nausea was now leaving me. A sense of relief, of triumph that I was
not ill, possessed me. With every alert faculty I determined to remark
my sensations.
The vibration within me grew stronger, though to my ears it was
unaltered. And then, abruptly the change began. My whole being was
quivering. Not my muscles, my flesh, my nerves, but the very matter
which composed them suddenly made sensible to my consciousness.
The essence of me, trembling, quivering, vibrating--a tiny force,
rapid beyond conception. It swept me with a tingling; grew stronger,
possessed me until for a moment nothing of my consciousness remained
but the knowledge of it.
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