Heaven -- Christianity; Near-death experiences -- Religious aspects; Private revelations
I was many hundred miles away from home and friends, and had been very
ill for many weeks. I was entirely among strangers, and my only
attendant, though of a kindly disposition, knew nothing whatever of the
duties of the sick room; hence I had none of the many delicate
attentions that keep up an invalid's failing strength. I had taken no
nourishment of any kind for nearly three weeks, scarcely even water,
and was greatly reduced in both flesh and strength, and consciousness
seemed at times to wholly desert me. I had an unutterable longing for
the presence of my dear distant ones; for the gentle touch of beloved
hands, and whispered words of love and courage; but they never
came--they could not. Responsible duties, that I felt must not be
neglected, kept these dear ones much of the time in distant scenes, and
I would not recall them.
I lay in a large, comfortable room, on the second floor of a house in
Kentville. The bed stood in a recess at one end of the apartment, and
from this recess a large stained-glass window opened upon a veranda
fronting on the street. During much of my illness I lay with my face
to this window, and my back to the room; and I remember thinking how
easy it would be to pass through the window to the veranda, if one so
desired. When the longing for the loved distant faces and voices
became more than I could bear, I prayed that the dear Christ would help
me to realize his blessed presence; and that since the beloved ones of
earth could not minister to me, I might feel the influence of the other
dear ones who are "all ministering spirits." Especially did I ask to
be sustained should I indeed be called to pass through the dark waters
alone. It was no idle prayer, and the response came swiftly, speedily.
All anxieties and cares slipped away from me, as a worn-out garment,
and peace, Christ's peace, enfolded me. I was willing to wait God's
time for the coming of those so dear to me, and said to myself, more
than once, "If not here, it will be there; there is no fear of
disappointment there." In those wonderful days of agonized suffering,
and great peace, I felt that I had truly found, as never before, the
refuge of "the Everlasting Arms." They lifted me; they upbore me; they
enfolded me; and I rested in them, as a tired child upon its mother's
bosom. One morning, dark and cold and stormy, after a day and night of
intense suffering, I seemed to be standing on the floor by the bed, in
front of the stained-glass window. Some one was standing by me, and,
when I looked up, I saw it was my husband's favorite brother, who
"Crossed the flood" many years ago.
"My dear brother Frank!" I cried out joyously, "how good of you to
come!"
"It was a great joy to me that I could do so, little sister," he said
gently. "Shall we go now?" and he drew me toward the window.
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